Page 43 of Walker

Summer

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The day blew by today. I had to lock the door to the spare room I was using as an office today. I lost my train of thought if they even walked outside of the door.

I can’t wait until I can get back into my office after this whole Josh situation is cleared up.

For a little bit I completely forgot about him, I was so wrapped up in my men, my bliss. I try to fight the guilt from not worrying.

I log out of my computer setting it on the desk and walk downstairs for dinner. I can smell the hamburgers from upstairs.

In the kitchen Walker and Darren are plating our food. “You got a package in the mail earlier from Amazon.”

I walk over and open it pulling out the Plan B I ordered just in case they were just in the high of the moment and not serious.

They look at the small box in my hand and then at me. “Look, I ordered it just in case you didn’t actually mean what you said last night.”

Would it be crazy for me to not take it?

I do love them with everything in me and God would I want to have their babies, to see that look of bliss on their faces as they hold our baby; that would be heaven on earth.

Walker takes the box from me, setting it down onto the counter. “Darlin, we both meant what we said last night with our whole hearts. I would fucking kill to have you swollen with our baby; time doesn’t fucking matter, my heart doesn’t go by time, baby. How I feel for you is timeless, that’s how we both feel.”

I look to see if there is any doubt in their beautiful eyes, I see none. I see how they feel for me.

I throw all common sense out the window. “Throw it away,” I tell them.

Darren smiles at me so beautiful. He takes the Plan B and throws it straight in the trash.

“Now it’s time to feed you.” He sets a plate down at the dining room table, pulling the chair out for me. “You both are too good to me.”

Darren sits down beside me and Walker is at the head of the table next to me on my right. “Like that should be a fucking thing; we can never be too good for our girl.”

I swoon, I’m sure I have heart-shaped eyes every time I’m around them. I’m such a fool for them, there is no going back for me after this. Like I would want to anyway.

“What bar are we going to?” I ask Walker after taking a drink of water.

“Pat’s.”

I know of the place; I know it’s a laid-back country bar. “That sounds fun, I can’t wait to meet everyone.” I know his club is such a huge deal for him and I want to make a good impression.

Darren squeezes my leg from under the table. “Tristan and Lynn are coming tonight also.”

I sigh internally with relief knowing that I will have my friend there. “Oh yeah another package came for you.” Walker slides his chair out walking into the living room.

He comes back with two boxes. “Open this one first.” I look at Darren and he nods encouragingly.

It's full bike gear. “Wow I love it!” I inspect the jacket. “It's beautiful.”

“There’s one more.” I pull open the top and I almost pass out at the sight of the cut.

PROPERTY OF WALKER AND DARREN

“Oh my God, I love it so much!” I press it to my chest, hugging it. I stand up and hug them both.

I know what this means and I know what a huge deal this is for them. This is even more important in the biker world than marriage; this is everything.

“I can’t wait to wear it tonight.” I put my hand on Darren's cheek, then Walker’s. I wish I had the words to explain how much this meant to me.

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