Page 10 of At My Worst

“Lonely,” she says softly.

She places the flashlight on her book, picks up her phone, and looks down at it. I can’t see much, but I can see there are unread messages and phone calls.

“Someone is missing you,” I assess.

She shakes her head. “No, just the idea of me,” she says as she throws her phone into the ocean.

I can hear the pain in her voice, the walls around her trying to keep me out. A normal man would just leave it alone and walk away, but I am not a normal man. I fucking push boundaries, put my nose where it doesn’t belong, and I always seem to get in fucking trouble with women.

The fuck?

“What does that mean?” I whisper.

She turns and looks at me, “You ask a lot of questions, Sir,” she says in an amused but guarded voice.

Fuck I don’t know what it is about her calling me that, but fuck, it does something strange to me. She grabs the flashlight and the book and stands up. I do the same, feeling my heart race with the idea of her walking away.

“It was nice seeing you again, Alexander,” she says as she turns and begins to walk away, but I can’t, I fucking can’t take it. I reach out and grab her arm, pulling her to me.

She looks up at me. “What are you doing?” She asks me, searching my eyes.

I tilt my head to the side and study her for a moment, that is a good fucking question, and the truth is I have no idea.

A smirk forms across my lips. “Ever wanted to fuck a stranger on a dock?”

She laughs and shakes her head. “You are crazy,” she says with a smile, eyes on me.

“Hmmmm.”

Maybe this is my way in. She started this game, whatever it is. If we are bringing fantasies to life together, why not pick this one?

I have always wanted to fuck someone early in the morning on a dock as the waves were crashing around us. Don’t ask me why, but it has been on my fantasy list, and I have never found someone I wanted to do it with. Now this beautiful fucking stranger in front of me has taken me over, has fucking made me crave her as I have never craved another woman before. If she can do this by just being sassy and fucking me in a parking lot, I can only imagine what it would feel like to be loved by her.

“A fantasy of yours?” She asks me, pulling me out of my thoughts.

“Maybe,” I whisper.

I grab the flashlight and book from her hands and lean down, placing them on the dock. I stand up, walk into her, and grab her by the throat, pulling her into me.

“We shouldn’t do this,” she whispers.

“Agreed,” I whisper back.

“I am not ready for anything serious,” she says softly.

“I do not want anything serious, but I do want you,” I reply.

“Physical, that is all,” she says, searching my eyes.

I nod. “That is all,” I say, leaning in, my lips almost touching hers.

She slowly nods, and I press my lips to hers. Her body melts against mine as I reach between us and unbutton and unzip my pants. She grabs the top of her sweatpants and pushes them down with her underwear. We break away for a moment, both removing our bottoms.

I grab onto her throat again and begin to lower down onto my knees. She gets on top of me, resting her knees on the dock. She lifts a little, just enough for me to grab my cock and place the head at her entrance.

“Only physical, Alexander,” she reiterates.

“Only physical, Bianca,” I reply as she sinks down on my cock.

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