Page 154 of The Loathing

“She’s not. Wolfe has said no one is allowed over.” She rubs her lips together before she lets her head fall forward and into her hands.

“Where is he?” I stand and anger boils my blood.

“Titus, leave it… I’m not your problem anymore,” she sniffles, and she rubs her red rimmed eyes.

I pace over to her, pulling her up and wrapping her in my embrace.

“Yesterday I was… but not today,” her voice cracks. “I wish it was yesterday again, but yesterday is gone.”

Inhaling deeply, I gently push her away from me and cup her face in my hands.

“Yes, yesterday is gone, but not to me. I will go back to yesterday for the rest of my life because from today, you're not mine anymore and the thought of living every day hereafter destroys me.” I just about manage before my voice trembles. I edge forward, my lips pressing to her forehead, and I linger for just a moment, because being this close to her is killing me.

I step back and wipe her tears.

“Don’t waste any more of your tears on him, Twilight,” I give her a cheeky smile even though I am dying inside.

She nods, sniffing then turns away before she disappears into her dressing room. I step back, sitting on the edge of the bed once more and I wait.

My phone vibrates in my pocket, and I smile when I see Kaleb’s name.

“Hey, long time no speak,” I sigh, widening my legs and resting my elbows on my knees as I lean forward.

“You’ve been a busy boy,” I can hear the humor in his voice.

“That I have,” I smirk.

“How are you feeling… when do you fly? I’ll pick you up from the airport.”

“Flight is at eight-twenty tonight.” And just saying that out loud makes my chest ache. “So, I’ll be in about eleven-twenty your time, but I can cab it, don’t stress.” I’m very nonchalant. I’ve missed my friends but honestly, I just want to sit and reflect on the last month and then cradle a whiskey when I am at home so I can just learn to live with my new normal. A life without her.

“Don’t be stupid, I’ll be there. I’ll bring Connie too.”

Scrubbing my face, I nod as if he can see me. “Okay, cool.”

“Hope all goes well today… few more hours and it’ll be over.”

“If only you knew,” I scoffed and my eyes lifted to her, standing in a strapless white bra and satin, white panties.

“I’ll see ya later,” I swallow the thickness and cut the phone off without hearing if he even said bye.

“You’re killing me,” I admit, and those three words can be used in so many different contexts with how I am feeling right about now.

“Sorry,” her cheeks blush and my heart races in my chest. “I need help in my dress,” she rubs her lips together.

“Of course,” I stand, and I don’t even try to hide my erection in my pants. I want her to see what she has done to me.

Her eyes widen and her cheeks darken with crimson.

“Don’t be embarrassed Little Red, it’s all for you, you’ve seen it all before.”

I unhook her wedding dress and discard the bag it’s been sitting in, letting it pool on the floor just in front of her feet, I hold my hand out for her to take so she can steady herself as she steps inside of it. But before I help her into her dress, I kneel in front of her and look up at her through my lashes, a slow smirk gracing my face and her cheeks redden again. Pressing my lips over her thighs, I place soft butterfly kisses against her pale skin, grazing them against the front of her satin panties, kissing and nipping at her sensitive flesh through the material, my hands wrapped round her slim hips.

“Titus.”

“Twilight,” I groan against her covered pussy and my skin tingles.

Slipping her panties to the side, I don’t give her a minute to say anything as I swipe my tongue through her folds, and I feel her shudder under my grip. I am desperate to fuck her, but I needed to taste her, to savour her as if she was my last meal.

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