Page 64 of Calculated Chaos

“Go freshen up then get naked and join me in my room.”

“Yes, sir.”

I scramble off the couch, filled with anticipation. Maybe today is the day he’s going to fuck me. Gah, I hope so. It would be the best day ever if it happens.

I hurry into my bathroom to brush my teeth and splash water on my face. After that, I peel out of my clothes and walk across the hall to Axel’s room, stopping in my tracks.

“Holy fuck, Ax.”

He looks up, grinning. “Some assembly required, but that’s okay. It’s a start.”

I step forward, running my hand over the smooth black leather of the barrel. “We have our own dungeon toy.”

“We do,” Axel says, his eyes roaming over my naked body. “Fuck, you’re hot.”

I laugh softly, shaking my head. “I’m glad you think so.”

“Oh, I do. I’m gonna show you how much. Look in the box on the bed.”

As shivers run down my spine, I walk over and lean to peek inside, my breath hitching when I see the rolls of silk rope. Axel appears behind me, his clothed body pressing into mine.

“Get on the bed, Hollister. On your back.”

“Okay, sir.”

Before I can move, Axel wraps his arm around my front, pulling me closer as he nuzzles my neck. “You love giving me control, don’t you, my sweet boy?”

My eyelids flutter. “Yes.”

“Because you know you’re safe with me. I’ll never take advantage of you. Only worship you like you deserve.”

“Yes.” I can barely speak anymore as all the blood rushes between my legs.

“Fuck, I love you,” Axel whispers, biting my earlobe. “You showed me who I am too, and who I can be with you.”

“Ax…”

“Tell me you love me, Holl. I want to hear it.”

“I love you, Axel. Completely. I think I always have.”

“Yes, I think so too. We just didn’t recognize it for what it was, but that’s okay. We do now.”

“We do.”

Axel drags his tongue up my neck. “I’m going to do so many things to you.”

I clutch his hand on my stomach and twist in his arms, gazing into those pretty different colored eyes. “I’m all yours. Use me for your pleasure.”

The sexy smirk on his face makes goosebumps skitter across my skin. Now I know why women fell at his feet all the time—when he turns on the sex appeal, he’s undeniable.

He slaps my ass. “On the bed.”

I nod, twisting around to climb on his bed. With my head propped on a pillow, I watch as he attaches some kind of apparatus to the bed frame, quickly realizing it’s a restraint device. As the cool leather cuff locks around my ankle, I gasp.

Axel glances up, winking at me before moving to the other ankle. My dick is painfully hard at this point, twitching angrily and dripping dots of precum. My eyes are wide as Axel slinks up the length of my body, pulling one wrist and then the other above my head.

Using the red silk rope I saw in the box, he binds my wrists easily, like he’s done it a thousand times.

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