Page 65 of Calculated Chaos

“How’s it feel? Not too tight?”

“Good,” I manage, still trying to regulate my breathing through all of this excitement.

“Okay, Holl. You’re gonna keep your wrists right where they are. If you move them, I stop. Got it?”

I nod eagerly.

“Use your words, sexy boy.”

“Got it, sir.”

He runs his hand down my chest. “You’re so excited, aren’t you?”

“Yes.”

“And you earned this, babe. I’m so proud of everything you’ve done and everything you will do. I can’t believe you’re mine now. Mine forever.”

“Forever,” I repeat, nodding. “Gah, Ax.”

“Breathe it out.” He leans in and kisses me softly. “Just breathe through it, babe.”

I nod, blowing out a breath to calm myself down, but Axel deciding to kiss my neck and chest doesn’t help. Neither does it help when he decides to lick circles around my nipples.

“Ax…”

“Sir,” he says. “You call me sir until I unhook you, got it?”

“Yes, sir.”

I close my eyes, soaking in his heated kisses across my flesh, dotting every part of me except my aching erection. He sure knows what the fuck he’s doing.

“Open your eyes,” Axel demands, and I do it. “I thought about what I would do with you when I got you in this situation. Thought about all the ways I could undo you. Part of me wants to spend the day edging you. Bringing you all the way to the brink but never letting you fall.”

Axel squeezes my thighs, leaving fingerprints. Fuck, I like that.

“But then I realized, this is our first major scene. Neither one of us will make it through that. So you know what I’m gonna do, Holl?”

I shake my head. “No, sir.”

“I’m gonna fuck you.”

The way his voice dips to a low rasp, his eyes heating, his cheeks flushing, I end up bucking against my restraints.

“Oh fuck. Please.”

Dragging a finger around my nipple, he grins. “You think you’re ready for this?” He lunges forward suddenly, roughly gripping my chin. “You want my cock inside you?”

“Yes.”

“It might hurt.”

“I don’t care. I want you so bad, sir.”

Axel bites my bottom lip until I moan. “Know what else I’m gonna do?”

“No.”

He brushes my hair off my forehead, his touch gentle after the harsh bite seconds earlier. “I’m gonna fuck myself on your dick. You’ll be helpless while I use you to get off.”

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