Page 56 of Calculated Chaos

He returns to sucking me, slowly, savoring each up and down stroke of his tongue, and pushing me to the edge of my sanity in the process. Axel reaches under me, gripping my ass cheeks and kneading them as he swallows my length.

When the tip of his finger tickles my hole, I cry out again, desperate for something I have no words to describe. It’s like a tug of war between needing the release of an orgasm and wanting this sweet torture to last forever. Axel must know it, as he pops off my dick and hovers over my face, the tip of his finger still gently pushing into me.

“Can you imagine what it’s going to feel like the first time we fuck?” he asks.

I nod. “Yeah, I can. Gonna be hot.”

“It is.” He pulls his finger out of me and licks it before replacing it.

Oh fuck, that’s good.

“You know what we should do?” Axel asks, not waiting for me to answer. “We should get tested together so I can come inside you and you can come inside me. Wouldn’t that be fun? I’d leave it there and let it drip out of me, and I’d make you keep mine inside of you and I’d spank and finger you and make you messy.”

My eyes go wide. I never expected Axel could talk like this.

“Sound good, babe?”

“So good,” I whisper. “I want you.”

“Mm, I want you too.”

He slides down my body and returns to his oral ambush of my dick, sucking me in and out and finding a pace that feels like fucking heaven. I’m getting too close to the edge, moving my hips to fuck his throat. I want to bury my fingers in his hair or drag my nails over his shoulder, but I keep my hands planted beside me like he told me to.

Just as I’m about to explode, he pops off me, grinning as I whine and buck against the bed.

“Such a pretty boy,” Axel whispers. “So good for me. Look at you. Damn, babe. You make me crazy.”

“Please. I’ll do anything to come.”

“You don’t have to do anything. Just trust that I’ll take good care of you.” He tickles my balls. “Do you still trust me, sweet boy?”

I nod, even though I’m dying. My cock is throbbing with need, my ass clenching around his finger.

“Beautiful,” he whispers, pushing his finger in deeper.

It burns and stings, but there’s something addictive about the pain. “More.”

“Shh, baby. Trust.”

I close my eyes, but Axel clicks his teeth.

“Uh-uh. You keep those pretty eyes on me. I want to see you come and I want you to see me watching you. I always want you looking at me, Holl.”

I gaze at him, utterly speechless and in complete awe of how he commands me. He’s a natural, all right.

“Good boy,” Axel says, grinning as he kisses my stomach.

Then he shows me mercy and returns to sucking my dick like his life depends on it. I turn into some kind of sex-crazed maniac, bucking wildly and fucking both his throat and his finger. The pleasure is almost too much, like I might crack open from it, and I welcome my demise. I’m positive I’ve never felt this good in my life.

“Gonna come,” I moan. “Oh, fuck, Ax. Gonna come so hard.”

He responds by swallowing my entire length, gagging around it but not letting go. He pushes his finger just a little deeper, and that’s all it takes. I fist the sheets as my body tenses and my cock pulses, releasing what has to be the strongest orgasm of my life.

It seems to last forever as wave after wave washes over me until I’m completely spent. Axel pops off and slides his finger out of me, moving up to my mouth for a sexy, sensual kiss. It’s slow and deep and full of all the things we haven’t dared to say yet, but as I wrap my arms around his neck, two things are crystal clear.

This man is my future, and I’m completely in love with him.

Chapter Twenty-Three

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