Page 144 of Madness Behind the Mask
His face flattens, that reaper mask coming down. But then he steps to the side, and I go in to see my wife.I fiddle with the two incubus potions I have in my pocket. I didn’t stop to grab her a succubus one. I don’t want her to feel pleasure. I want to punish her. I want her to hurt like I’m hurting.“I love you,Aleric.”
I open the bathroom door without a sound. The hiss of the spray covers the soft thumps of my feet as they hit the tiles.I stop outside the shower, but I don’t pull back the curtain. I can hear her crying and see her scrubbing her thighs, but I can’t find the understanding I always had for her. The unquestioning love.
“I love you, Aleric.”
Standing here watching her, part of me wants to just leave. Leave this bathroom, this house, this damn fucking city. Leaveher. But I can’t.
Because she is everything to me even when I want her to be nothing.
“I love you, Aleric.”
I can’t get those words out of my head.Ican’t stop seeing how she orgasmedonhim – willingly and without pain.
“The first thing you did when you got back,” Isay, mywords slow and calm, “was fuck him.”
She swings towards me, but she doesn’t draw back the barrier between us. The sound of her voiceafter all this timedoesn’t stop the pain. “I thought he was you.”
“He looks nothing like me.”
“I had my eyes closed–”
I laugh, cutting her off. “You expect me to believe that? That after all the years we spent together, you forgot what my cock feels like? My hands? I would know you in the dark, Sau! I would know you if I were mute and blind. If I lost allfeelingsin my hands, I’dstillknow the woman I love!” My chest heaves, the pain damn near unbearable.
“I thought you were dead!” I carry on. “I thought my wife was dead instead of fuckingaround like some damn whore! I mourned you, Sau! I mourned you, and in my grief, Ryo died. Because of you!”
She makes a choked noise, but no words form to soothe away my pain.
“I came back, and three of our children, Delilah, and our grandchild were dead. And you were gone. You went to Aleric all on your own, without taking any of the men with you.Why would you do something like that? Why would you not want anyone to know where you were?Did you fuck him that night? Have you been there all this time?”
She whimpers, but I keep pushing. I can’t stop, the dam of my fears and pain blowing open.
“Four of our children died because of him, Sau!”
“I love you, Aleric.”
“How thefuckdo you love someone like that!”
“I don’t!”
“I saw you fuck him! I heard you say the words!”
“I thought he was you! I promise, Caden.” She’s bowing in on herself now, her silhouette shaking. “I thought he was you.”
“He looks nothing like me!”My voice cracks as I yellthose words.My chest heaves. My hands clench – white knuckles and bleeding moon-shaped grooves. “Maybe I should remind you what I feel like then,” I snap.
I yank aside the curtain and step into the shower as I pull out the two vials in my pocket. I drink them both in the time it takes her to turn towards me. Tears streak down her cheeks. I lower my gaze, my eyes on the thighs wet with another man’s come. Crowding her against the wall, I lift her onto my hips as my cocks grow and shift under the magic potions.
“Caden, please. Don’t –”
I slap her across the face, then pinch her jaw together. “Shut up. I don’t want to hear another word out of your whore mouth.”
Her eyes widen, sickening me. I hate the sting on my palm. Hate the hatred inside of me. I love her. I swore I would never hurt her, and yet, here I am feeding her my own pain.
Dropping her feet to the ground, I turn her around and push her head against the wall. I can’t look at her while I do this. I just need to use her, to hurt her, to get rid of all this pain. Share it on her shoulders.
Lining up my cocks with her holes, I shove in.
She screams,her muscles tearing as I force my way in. I stop at the start of her cervix, barely in past the head of my new cock. It’s different to the one I used decades ago. It has backward hooking spikes all up and down its length to clean her out rather than ridges to give her pleasure. I growl as I try to shove in deeper, but it won’t go without tearing through her organs. The one in her ass doesn’t have any resistance, so I pull out of her pussy and slide it between her thighs as I ram all the way up her ass.
