Page 40 of Beautiful Envy

He kept moving his fingers in and out, my pleasure ramping up with each thrust. When he pulled his fingers out completely, I whined. It didn’t last long as he sealed his lips to my clit, sucking it as he yanked my thighs up.

I gripped the bedsheets and tried to hold on as the orgasm rocked through me. It hit me hard and fast, taking my breath away.

My thighs shook against his hold, my body tingling all over. I cried out, my voice breaking as I continued to come hard.

He turned me over, lifting my legs as he positioned himself behind me and rolled on a condom. He paused for a second, leaning over to whisper in my ear.

“I’m going to take you hard and fast the first time. I’m so desperate for you that I can’t do it any other way. If you don’t want that, now’s the time to tell me.”

His voice was rough, the need clear in his words.

“Yes. Fuck me hard,” I panted, unable to say anything else.

Grayson’s hands weaved through my hair, pulling from the roots as he drew my head back to his lips. His other hand gripped my hip, flexing against my flesh.

One second I was empty, needing something to fill me and remove the emptiness; the next, he plunged deep, my mouth forming an ‘o’ as all thought left me. He held me to him, letting me adjust to his size.

“You’re doing great, Sunflower.” His hand in my hair soothed my scalp, giving me a momentary reprieve. When I relaxed, he took that as his sign to move.

True to his word, he moved hard and fast, keeping me tight to him. His thrusts were shallow, stretching me as he pistoned in and out. Kissing my cheek, he released my hair and dropped both hands to my hips.

I fell forward, bracing myself on my elbows as he fulfilled his promise. My toes curled, my entire body tingling as he fucked me hard and deep. I was on the brink of waving the white flag, my body at max capacity for orgasms as his fingers tightened, a grunt falling from his lips as he stilled. A breathy moan spilled from him as he came.

My mind was dazed as I tried to regroup. My body felt like it had been through an intense workout. Muscles I didn’t know I had hurt; my body was truly well spent.

Grayson turned me over, pulling me into his arms. He kissed me softly, his hands brushing against my arms.

“We’ll clean up in a second; I just want to hold you for now.”

I nodded, enjoying his embrace. I sighed happily, relaxing fully in his arms.

“Are you sure that was okay?” he asked. I could hear the hesitation in his voice, making me want to soothe all the doubt away.

“It was perfect, Laws.”

His eyes sparkled, and he bent down, kissing me again.

True to his word, a few minutes later, we got up, taking a quick shower to rinse off. I laughed as he played around the whole time, the jokester returning.

I was learning that there were multiple facets of Grayson Lawson, and I was eager to know them all.

Diary #12

Dear Maddox,

It’s been a few weeks since I wrote you, and I wanted to let you know that I’m okay. There was a time when I didn’t know if I’d ever be again. But I am.

Life has a funny way of reminding you how capable you are.

Knowing I have Chase to thank for my current growth is weird. If he hadn’t decided to be an asshole and bombard me at my apartment, I’d still be in Nashville, working at the Saloon and keeping people at arm’s length.

Because I did.

No matter how many friends I had, they weren’t close to me. They never knew the real me. Only Lennox got close enough, and that’s because she’s persistent.

Chase set me on a new course, one that has led me to three men who set my soul on fire.

That might be strange to tell you that, but I don’t think so.

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