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One, you’ll never actually read this. But two, I know you’d be happy for me. You didn’t want me to waste my life pining for you. You saw the amount of love I could give someone and encouraged me to go out and find it. That’s one of the most amazing gifts you could’ve given me.

Freedom to explore and love.

I know I shouldn’t say I love them yet since it’s only been two weeks, but I’m starting to feel that. At least with Grayson and Brooks. I think I was already half in love with Brooks, to begin with.

Bubba continues to be stubborn, holding out on giving in to the attraction between us. I’ve alternated between the tattoo shop and the garage, but no matter how much time I spend with him, I haven’t gotten him to bend. Yet.

He’s finally taking me to look at bikes this weekend. I’ve decided to pull out all the stops and not let him brush me aside any longer. If subtle flirting and teasing aren’t enough, then I’ll make the first move. I’d like to see him try to get out of the web I’m going to wrap him in.

I left you another message. I hope you find it soon. I miss you always.

Love,

Sensational Darcie

CHAPTER 13

Darcie

Waking up next to Grayson and Brooks had become my norm over the past few weeks. Grayson was proving to be insatiable and fucking me in practically every square inch of the house, any chance he got.

Brooks had joined us a few times, proving his penchant for watching translated off the screen into real life. Sometimes he would participate by touching me while Grayson took me from behind, and others, he simply watched while stroking himself. Brooks and Grayson’s kinks perfectly balanced one another, making me one very lucky gal.

Though, despite the connection Brooks and I shared, things were moving slower with us physically. But I was okay with it. Brooks was shy in many ways, and I didn’t want to overwhelm him until he was ready.

Staring into his eyes now, my hand gripping his cock as Grayson rocked into me from behind, I knew it wouldn’t be long until we crossed that line. His fingers brushed against my clit, spreading my wetness as he found the perfect rhythm.

“Yes, yes, yes,” I panted, my head rolling back on Grayson’s shoulder.

My leg was lifted over his hip as he impaled me from the side. His arms were wrapped around me, holding me close to him. His teeth grazed the area between my neck and collarbone, sending tendrils of pain and pleasure rushing through me.

“Look at how good she takes my cock, Cowboy. I bet you can’t wait to be in our girl,” Grayson purred, grabbing Brooks' attention.

Over the past few days, Grayson had been amping up his push for Brooks to step outside of himself. It was sweet how he wanted his friend to take the plunge and cross that finish line with me. I couldn’t deny I was ready as well.

I whimpered as Brooks' eyes dropped to where he was touching me, his other hand moving to my breast. He licked his lips, his breathing quickening as I stroked him.

“You’re so hard, Cowboy. I love feeling you in my hand.” I knew how much he liked it when I spoke to him, telling him how he pleased me. His cock jerked in response, his eyes jolting up to my face.

Whimpering again, I beckoned him closer, needing to feel him against me. Grayson thrusted into me harder as I squeezed Brooks. Lunging forward, his hand cupped my cheek as he kissed me sloppily, our mouths hungry for one another.

With a tweak of my nipple and clit, I came so hard I blacked out for a moment as stars filled my vision. My muscles tensed, my whole body trembled as I came with a rush.

Blinking open my eyes, I found Brooks staring at me, a look of reverence on his face. His thumb brushed against my cheek as he watched me.

“I love watching you come. It’s so beautiful.”

“Why, thanks, bud,” Grayson said, chuckling.

Brooks reached over and slapped him, rolling his eyes at his MC brother. Giggling, I cherished the moment of pure happiness as I was held by these two men. I felt safe and secure with them, something I hadn’t experienced in a long time.

Sighing, my eyes closed, knowing there were still two pieces missing. One of which was being a complete pain in my ass.

Bubba hadn’t fallen for any of my attempts yet. If anything, the closer I grew to Brooks and Grayson, the more he pulled away. When he didn’t think I was watching, I could see the yearning in his eyes as he observed us. But he wouldn’t talk to either of them about it and ignored me as much as he could.

I was becoming so frustrated with him; I was this close to shaving off his beard in his sleep. Maybe then he’d actually talk to me!

At least today, he couldn’t get out of spending time with me. We were headed to look at a motorcycle one of his buddies was selling. It would be the longest time we’d been alone together since that first day.

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