Oh, yeah. I was going to take a shower.
I turned my head.
The shower was already turned on.
I stepped out of my panties and took my shirt off.
I walked to the shower and stood under the water, just staring at the wall.
I’m pregnant.
That wasn’t possible though.
I can’t be pregnant.
I’m not having sex with anyone…
Except I did have sex withsomeone.
I put my face into the water and held my breath, trying to chase away my thoughts.
I can’t be pregnant. There’s no way I’m pregnant. That test is wrong. Something went wrong. Maybe I had too much coffee this morning. The caffeine or something in the coffee made the test positive.
Yes! That’s it!
It’s a bad test!
I shut the shower off and hurried to dry my body and get dressed.
I threw the pregnancy test out and went to get another one.
At the store, I did a casual pass through the aisle, grabbing a test.
Then I also grabbed a tube of toothpaste, a small bag of frozen chicken nuggets, a bottle of water, and a pack of gum.
Just to mix things up.
At the checkout, I was jumpy and sweaty.
Scared out of my mind.
Of course the cashier scanned the pregnancy test and looked at me.
I looked away.
I paid and ran to my car.
I opened the pregnancy test and realized I couldn’t just take it right there in the parking lot.
So I drove up the street and parked to go into a convenience store.
I bought another bottle of water.
I realized then I could have just gotten the pregnancy test there too.
My head was a mess.
I asked if they had a bathroom and to my shock, it was very clean.