They burst out laughing, it’s a sweet sound and they sound tired too. Darren steps into the water with me.
He sets me gently onto the floor and I’m between both of them. Walker hands Darren a soapy washcloth and they both take their time washing every single inch of me.
The way they are both looking at me, I know without a doubt in my heart that they love me.
“You love me,” I say to both. They stop washing my hair to look at me.
The way they look at me is like the world ends and begins with me, I can feel it in my heart.
I put my hand over my heart from the intensity of it all. Darren is the first to smile and Walker kisses my temple, holding me. “Fuck yeah I love you, fuck do I love you,” he tells me.
Darren pulls me from Walker. “I love you more than anything, sweet girl.” His lips press against my forehead.
“This is the best moment of my life.” Tears fill my eyes, rolling down my face. “I’m so happy.”
They sandwich me in between them. I take my time washing them, this moment more intimate than having sex. We stay there until the water starts to cool.
Darren wraps a towel around my hair and drags me to the sink, lifting me up and turning me so I’m facing the mirror.
Walker smiles at the both of us as Darren blow dries my hair. “You both are so good to me, I will be spoiled.”
Walker comes back with a t-shirt for me to wear. “Is that my t-shirt?” Darren asks and Walker shakes his head no, before slipping it over my head.
Oh Lord.
I slide off the counter and walk into the bedroom before they start a fight over a t-shirt.
I yawn and slide into the middle of the bed, staring at the ceiling with a smile on my face. It’s like a dream come true.
They climb into bed with me, both snuggling into me. I rub my eyes, my eyes watering from the yawning.
“Tomorrow I can do my sessions over virtual call,” I tell them, closing my eyes.
Darren is holding my inner thigh, rubbing gently.
Then it hits me, I sit up dramatically holding my mouth. “Oh my God, we didn’t use protection.”
My stomach twists at the realization. “I’m not on birth control,” I confess.
“We know,” Walker says simply, throwing his arms over his head like this isn’t a huge fucking deal!
I look at Darren to see if he is as freaked out as I am right now, but his eyes are closed. I shake his shoulder to wake him up.
He cracks one eye open to look at me. “Baby, why are you freaking out?” he asks like it’s not the most obvious thing in the world.
“Uhm are you both high?” I ask, shocked to my core right now.
Walker and Darren both laugh at me sassing them. “Sweetheart.” Darren kisses the back of my hand and I jerk it from his grasp.
He pulls it back and presses another sweet kiss to it, it’s hard pretending to be mad at them.
“You do know that I could get pregnant?” My voice gets high-pitched at the word pregnant.
They both stare at me like uh and ?
“Okay?” Darren asks me.
I press my hands to my cheeks. “Do you want me to be pregnant or something?” I ask jokingly.