Page 37 of Lost Soul

“Fine, I thought she should see what she’d be letting herself in for. You said it yourself that you and this club come as a package, you don’t get one without the other, right?” Hayley raises her shoulder as if she’s done nothing wrong, and it makes me twice as mad at her.

“Why would you do that? You know I didn’t want her brought into all this. I was stepping away from her because I didn’t want her inflicted with all the shit, Hayley.” I gesture around me to where Tac is still going hard at it with the bitch on his hood.

“Stepping away?” she snorts. “As if you had a fuckin’ chance anyway.”

That cuts me deep, but I ain’t gonna give her the satisfaction of knowing it.

“Probably not, guess we’ll never know. But this stunt, Hayley…” I point my finger at her. “…Way too fucking far.” I move to walk away from her.

“Like it would matter, look at her. She’s clearly not cut out for club life,” Hayley calls out after me, and it makes me freeze.

Yeah, Maddy is out of place, that, we can at least agree on. With no one beside her now, she looks uncomfortable. Exactly as you’d expect someone dragged into mayhem just to prove a fuckin’ point would look. Hayley hasn’t given two fucks about how it might make her feel bringing her here, and I turn around and march back at Hayley with venom lacing my tongue.

“Yeah, and what the fuck would you know about club life, little girl? Your daddy’s kept you out of it your entire life.” The tone of my words come out harsh, but I’m so pissed at her for what she’s done. Hayley doesn’t speak for the longest time, at first appearing shocked. But then a sudden flare of anger appears in her eyes, and she looks like she might swing for me.

“Enough to know that you have a darkness inside you that you think you have to protect her from,” she snaps. “I know that you’re petrified that one day you might drop your act when you’re around her and she’ll get a glimpse of who you really are and see all the fucked up things you’re capable of. And I’ll tell you something else I know Jessie…” Tears drown out her anger now, and I wonder if she’ll be able to finish what she wants to say.

“…I know that it burns you from the inside out that she’s right here. Close enough to smell, and close enough to touch. But, you can’t have her because you think she deserves better. That it fucking breaks your heart that you’ll never be what she wants. There ain’t enough people in the world for you to hurt that’ll help you get over that.”

I lose control, closing the gap between us, so my nose touches against hers. I hate her for calling me out, hate that she’s right. But most of all I hate that I’ve made her pretty green eyes fill with tears.

“You don’t know shit,” I growl at her through my teeth, before backing away from her and getting as far away from the whole mess as possible.

I storm inside the club and head straight for Mel, grabbing her by the wrist and ripping her up off Nyx’s lap.

“You shouldn’t have brought the girl here.” I point my finger in his face, and he immediately stands up. He’s half a foot taller than me, but I ain’t backing down.

“Just following orders.” He stares back at me without a shred of fear.

“Well next time, check. You’re on Hayley watch from now on.”

I don’t give him chance to argue, turning my back on him, keeping Mel in my hand and dragging her with me as I leave. I pass Hayley and Maddy at the firepit on my way to my bike, and gesture for Melissa to get on the back. Staring over at Hayley. I rev my engine and pull away. I don’t know who I’m trying to convince more that she’s wrong, her or myself. All I do know is that I need to get the fuck away from Maddy before I break all my own rules.

Troj is still in Nebraska with Prez, so I know our cabin will be empty. I don’t bother turning on the lights when I pull Mel inside. It’s the first time I’ve ever brought a girl back here. Me and Troj stick to the same rules when it came to bitches.

No kissing, that shit is way too personal.

No fucking in the cabin, club whores stay at the club or in Sluts sanctuary. I don’t want them in my space, and I sure as hell don’t want them to still be there the next morning.

And the most important rule, always rubber up.

Mel smiles as I show her into the kitchen, her long fake nails dragging all the way across the wooden table before she hitches her ass up on it.

I go to her, even though I doubt it’s a good idea with my blood still simmering. Grabbing my face, she tries pulling me towards her lips, but I grip her hips and lift her off the table before they can touch. I flip her on to her front and pin her to the table in front of me.

I force her tiny skirt up over her cherry shaped ass and slap her bare skin, hard enough to feel the burn on my palm. She lets out a shriek of pleasure and wiggles her ass for more. I rip her panties down to her ankles, the bitch looks over her shoulder and shoots me a satisfied smile.

Taking a rubber from my pocket, I rip it open with my teeth.

“You don’t have to wear that, baby.” Mel’s hands fumble behind her back to loosen my jeans. I know her game, she ain’t trappin’ me into making her an old lady. I push her hand away and take out my cock, rolling the rubber down my shaft and making sure it’s firmly in place. I don’t give her any warning, slamming my cock inside her soaked, ready pussy and not stopping until she’s accepted every single inch.

Mel groans, her hands gripping tight to the edge of the table as I fuck her pussy over and over. But it’s not enough, I’m still thinking of Maddy.

Squeezing Mel's shoulders in my hands, I control her body, pushing her on to my hard thrusts. The noises she makes and the way her neck twists around to watch me irritates me. So I close my eyes and imagine it’s Maddy bent in front of me, her hot ass rubbing itself into my hips. It’s her needy little snatch that’s crushing my cock as I steal all the pleasure from it.

When I open my eyes again, Mel is staring back at me, smiling like a cat getting the fucking cream, and ruining all the illusions my mind has just built. I take my hand and push it on to the back of her head. Pressing one of her cheeks into the table. Then I fuck her like a savage for taking the vision of Maddy away from me.

I close my eyes, and she quickly comes back to me, this time down by the firepit, how she’d smiled at me like I was someone special when she’d seen me. I wasn’t making that up.

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