Page 39 of Dirty Love

“Harder, baby.”

He curses but does as he’s told, rolling his hips out even faster, his mouth falling open as he chases his own release. After a few more seconds, his dick pulses in my hand and he comes, shaking in my arms while he makes a big mess on the counter in front of us. I pull his mouth up to mine and kiss him again, sucking his tongue into my mouth, fucking loving the way his bare ass feels sliding up and down on the underside of my cock.

“Tell me you’ll fuck me again,” he demands, and I fucking come all over his hole, nodding my agreement while I rock against him to ride it out.

“I’ll fuck you again.”

He smiles and I sink to the floor, bringing him with me to pull him into my lap. Unbothered by the cum dripping between his thighs, he lifts his knees up and rests his head on my shoulder, gently running his clean hand over my throat and chest. I kiss his temple and wrap him up in my arms, not so patiently waiting for my heart rate to return to normal. It takes a long time, but this weird feeling swirling around in my stomach doesn’t seem to be going away any time soon, especially not when I’m with him.

Jesus, what is that?

“What did you mean last night, Kade?” he asks quietly, avoiding my eyes as he draws an invisible picture on my ribs. “When you said it doesn’t work. What doesn’t work?”

“I thought I could fuck you out of my system,” I say honestly, not surprised when he tenses against me.

“What?”

“Like when I’m fucking Arianna,” I explain, tightening my grip on him to rest my chin on the top of his head. “As soon as I come I’m ready to kick her out on her ass. That doesn’t happen with you.”

“No?”

“Not even a little bit,” I admit, taking his hand from my hip to lock my fingers with his. “Every time I’m with you I just want you more and more, over and over and over again. It feels… weird. And annoying. And confusing.”

“I don’t think it’s confusing,” he argues, still hiding from me, and I don’t have to see him to know he’s smiling again. “I think it means you’re in love with me.”

I frown at that, pulling my head back to look down at him. “Why do you make it sound so sweet?”

“What’s wrong with that?”

“My love for you isn’t sweet, Nicky…” I lift his chin up with my forefinger, picturing all the bad things I’d do for him to keep him safe, all the things I’d make him do for me to protect my sanity. Like forcing him to switch seats to keep him away from Jasper. “It’s toxic.”

But he just shrugs his little shoulders, shifting his body to press his lips to mine. “I’ll take it either way.”

* * *

Once I’ve gotten some breakfast into him at Lucky’s Diner, I drive him home and pull up on the street outside the house, holding my door open for him so he can jump down from the driver’s side. I grab our bags from the back seat and follow him inside, dropping them by the front door to lock it behind me.

“Does this mean I’m your boyfriend now?” he asks randomly, lifting his straw to suck on the strawberry milkshake he brought home with him.

I blink and scrunch my nose up, openly staring at him in disgust. “The fuck, Nicky?”

“Well, I just thought…” he trails off, his face falling as he glances between me and the small window. “That was a date, right?”

“Are you serious right now?”

He grins like a demon and I roll my eyes, a relieved laugh slipping out when I realize he’s just fucking with me. Looking awfully pleased with himself, he traps his tongue between his teeth and drops the hood from his head, walking over to me to shove his face into mine.

“Just so you know, I might not be your boyfriend, but I am yours, which means you have to be mine, too.” He fists my jacket, pulling me down to his eye level. “And if you fuck anyone else like you almost fucked Arianna last night, I’ll never give you my ass again.”

I raise a brow and he kisses me, then he bends over to grab his bag and heads for the stairs.

“Maybe I’ll just take it,” I call after him, smirking when he stops half way up and stares at me over his shoulder, his eyes darkening with something that looks a lot like heat.

Dirty little brat.

CHAPTER 16

NICKY

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