Once we’re settled onto the bed, he scooches over to pull Jules into his arms, holding her tight, and for a moment I’m not sure if he’s even breathing.
“We don’t have to do anything, Peter,” I tell him. Sure, I want to be with her and feel her squeezing me tight, but I will never rush this with them.
He sighs. “It’s not that. Well, it is, but it’s not. Neither of us has ever been with anyone else, so a part of me is having a hard time knowing that when I wake up in the morning, that won’t be true anymore. That I have to miss out on this.”
“But you don’t. We can wait for you,” Julie points out, and I agree, knowing in my heart that it’s the right course of action.
“I think Julie is right. This is a huge step for both of you, and I don’t think any of us should be intimate together without the other. At least until you’re healed, and we’ve all been together a few times.” I take a deep breath. “Obviously, I mean this where I’m concerned for now. When you’re healed you two can still be together alone without it hurting me because you guys predated this relationship,” I explain, moving in tighter to Pete’s back and holding him in my arms. “I love you both way too much to allow us to make the wrong choices.” I kiss his neck and he relaxes in to me.
“How are you real?” he asks, and I chuckle.
“I’m just in love and finally getting my life right,” I say, and watch Julie smile.
My gorgeous and sweet Jewel.
I’ll be with her alone one day, but not until Peter is healed enough that we’ve built up that complete trust in our relationships as a whole.
“I love you, Trey,” he whispers, and my heart constricts in my chest.
“I love you too, Peter,” I tell him back before moving my eyes to meet Jules. “I love you too, Julie.”
“And I love the two of you so freaking much it’s crazy!” She beams.
Epilogue
PETER
Six Weeks Later…
“You’re sure, doc?”I ask him, and he chuckles.
I mean, okay. Maybe it would be funny if I wasn’t basically the horniest male on the planet right now. I haven’t been able to do anything with Jules or Trey since I got shot.
Okay, that’s not one hundred percent true. Jules has sucked me off a few times over the past week while helping me in the shower, but fuck. I need to be inside of her, and I need to feel Trey.
“I’m positive. Your scans look great, and you’ve healed well. I wouldn’t advise doing gymnastics or anything too intense for a while yet, but you’re free and clear to have normal sex. I would advise that you let your partner be on top and do most of the work if you start feeling too much strain, or pain, but otherwise you’re good to go.”
I nod, following along as he tells me what to look for, and when to rest.
By the timeI leave the office, I’m giddy and anxious, and slightly feel like I’m going to throw up.
I’ve built this up in my mind for so long that the fact it’s finally happening today, is the most amazing thing I’ve felt in ages.
“Hey, buddy,” Trey stands up, coming to give me a hug before Jules pushes in making him chuckle.
“Are you okay?” she asks, pulling back and searching my face.
It’s not even about the sex for her like it is in my brain right now. For her, it’s concern that I haven’t been healing well or properly, and that I’m going to need another surgery or more extensive physio, but I’m good.
I should be worried about those things too, and I was until he gave me the all-clear. Now all I can think about is finally being with the two people I love most in this world in an entirely new way.
“I’m okay, Jules. Promise.” I bend down kissing her gently on the lips to convey just how truthful I’m being. I would never lie to her, and she knows that, but she always relaxes more when she can feel it coming from me as well as hearing it. “I have to continue physio, but as long as I don’t overdo it, I’m cleared to resume most things.” I sigh. “Though, I can’t go back into the field yet so it’s desk duty for me when I go back to work next week.”
That’s a bit of a kick in the ass.
I love being in the field and working with my partner, and being part of a team. But I also know that will still be there when I’m ready. If I go back to active duty too soon, it could make things worse for me in the long run and it’s just not a chance I’m willing to take.
“Good,” Trey says, leaning over to hug me again before whispering into my ear. “Let’s go home, babe. I need to feel you, and taste you, and show you how much I need to worship you.” He bites my ear making me shiver and groan, my cock thickening and trying to bust out of my jeans.