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Chapter Thirty

LILLY

Ispend the rest of the party dancing with Loki, Jax, and even Kai, who is surprisingly adept and pulls me so close that I can feel his hardness against my arse.

Loki spirits me away at one point, to a dark corner behind the curtains, and pays his debt. Luckily, the music is loud, so I don't think too many people hear me shatter on his tongue.

Of course, Amber Cuntmuffin and her merry band of Pissflaps are here, they did decorate the ballroom, after all. She keeps her distance, just glaring at me as I grind on the guys. In a way, it makes me more wary of her. I don't trust the bitch, and it feels like she's plotting something.

Loki, Jax, and I have just come off the dance floor when the clock strikes midnight, and I see Ash give the others a nod. My heart rate picks up.

“It’s go time, Cinderella,” Loki murmurs, grabbing my hand and interlocking our fingers.

He looks excited, yet I can see a bone-deep weariness in the depths of his gaze. Like what is about to happen is not something he relishes, but something that has to be done. And I feel a pang of guilt at being the cause of another stain on his soul.

“You ready, Baby Girl?” Jax rumbles from my other side, and I look up into his face to see violence swirling in his blue eyes. He's definitely more excited than anyone else. He craves bloodshed and vengeance.

I swallow, my mouth suddenly dry. All I can do is nod, my eyes wide and my breaths shallow.

“You can still stay here, Lilly,” Kai offers, and I see concern and worry in his honey gaze and his lowered eyebrows. He knows this is not easy for me, and I know he wants to spare me any pain and heartache.

But I need to do this, not just for myself, but also for them. These guys.Myguys. If I want to be with them, fully and completely, I need to know them inside and out. The good and the bad. The men and the monsters.

“I'm ready,” I whisper in a hushed tone, hoping my voice sounds more confident than I feel.

“Let's go then,” Ash orders, his tone sharp and commanding.

I look up into his unreadable, sharp steel gaze. The butterflies dance frantically in my stomach, desperate for release. I feel like I'm on the edge of a cliff, about to jump off, and I've no idea if I'll survive the fall.

We all follow Ash, the party still in full swing around us. The teachers have all gone to bed, leaving everyone to their own devices, and it's as if Lust himself has walked through the room spreading his debauchery. There are couples out in the open, practically fucking on tables. We pass several orgies, one with a naked server in the middle, mask still on, whilst girls and boys snort snow off her body. She looks happy enough, so I hope she's not been forced.

As we're leaving, I see Amber on her knees whilst a guy fucks her mouth relentlessly, making her gag and spit fly everywhere. She's moaning and touching herself,gross, so I assume she's having a great time and living her best cuntflap life.

Blinking the image away, although let's be honest, it's seared on my retinas for all time, I walk through the double doors that are still being manned by the men in top hats.

We head straight for the front doors, where there is an all black truck waiting, that same valet from the party in the first week standing beside it. He doesn't even acknowledge my presence,good lad, as he hands the keys to Jax and then walks away.

“Nice ride,” I admire, knowing the car is worth a fortune, but deciding not to get on my soapbox this evening.

He grins wolfishly at me. “Thanks. She's an all black Ford Raptor…” he starts to say, then stops as he sees myI'm totally interested but have no idea of what you speaklook. “You're in the back, Baby Girl,” he smirks, with athere, there, don't worry your pretty little head about itlook.Bastard.

He opens the door for me, and I climb in, which is pretty fucking hard in a full length dress given how high the damn truck is! I see Kai is already sitting on the other side, and as I sit down, Loki gets in behind me so I am once again in between the two of them. Not that I’m complaining.

Kai leans over to buckle me in, his hand brushing my hip slightly as he pulls away. It distracts me momentarily from my swirling thoughts about what is about to happen. He gives me a sad smile, not saying anything, but laces our fingers together, bringing our hands onto his lap.

I'm so nervous I can feel my hand shaking both of ours in his firm grip. Fingers trace the side of my face and down my neck, as Loki's vanilla scent washes over me. It's mixed with fresh sweat from all of the dancing, making the smell even more intoxicating and I take a deep inhale, letting it calm me a little.

“Relax, Pretty Girl,” he breathes against my ear, increasing my tremble. Now I'm nervous and horny.Fucking great!

I hear the deep rumble of the engine, reminding me of Jax's voice, and my thighs clench.Do It For Meby Rosenfeld blasts over the speakers, the bass adding another layer of vibration that I feel in my core.

When my shaking doesn't subside after a few minutes, Loki leans in again.

“Let me help you, Lilly,” he purrs softly into my ear, nuzzling my neck and gently nipping and caressing it with his tongue, sending pleasurable shivers cascading all over my skin. I hum aloud at the sensation, which goes straight to my clit, making it burn. “Can I touch you, baby? Just my fingers and you tell me to stop at any moment if it's too much,” he pleads in low tones.

I swallow hard. I want him so badly, but what if it triggers memories I'd rather forget? Loki just waits patiently until I nod my head.

A breath of relief whooshes out of him, then he leans forward, sliding a hand under the hem of my dress. He slowly brings it up my leg, lifting the dress with him, the train making it loose enough to allow the movement. His trailing fingers send electric pulses zinging over my body, and my hand tightens in Kai's grip. He looks down and curses softly.

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