Avery clenched around me so hard I thought I was going to fucking pass out as she came. Her screams were muffled, but loud enough for me to hear how much she loved it. And her face, she looked so fucking beautiful in that moment.
I finally let go, my cock spurting inside her, unloading all I had to give. I shuddered above her, my whole body going into spasm as the pulses washed over me. Fuck. No one had ever made me completely lose all sense of fucking reality. But she did. She fucking did.
When I finally stopped panting so hard, I reached down and untied the scarf from her mouth. She coughed and took several gulping breaths of air. I leant down and captured her mouth in a soft kiss. Pulling away, I rested my forehead against hers.
“I love you,” I whispered.
“I love you too.”
And I knew all was right between us.
“Was it too much?”
She shook her head, giving me a lopsided smile.
I let her out of the harness. She stretched her legs and arms out before she gingerly got to her feet. I didn’t let her take a step, scooping her up in my arms and carrying her into the bathroom across the hall. She went about her business and I cleaned myself up before I carried her back to bed and tucked us both under the covers. She took off her bra and threw it off the side.
“Aiden,” she whispered as I wrapped myself around her back. “Are you still mad about the James thing?”
“Yes.”
I decided being honest with her was better than pretending as if everything was okay.
“Is that why you needed the restraints tonight?”
“I suppose it had something to do with it.”
She wrapped her hand around one of mine.
“I haven’t told him I told you. I don’t want this to turn into a huge thing between the three of us. I promise I’m not keeping anything else from you.”
I clutched her tighter.
“I’m trying to be okay with all this, Avery. I’m not annoyed it happened, but I am pissed off with you keeping it from me. I’m especially fucked off with the way you decided to tell me.”
I felt her tremble in my hold.
“I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry.”
I kissed her shoulder.
“Shh, I know you are.”
“I want to make it up to you.”
I almost sighed. She didn’t need to do anything of the sort. This was my fucking shit to deal with and I would. I had to get over it, especially after all I’d done to her.
“No, you don’t need to do that. We’ll be fine. Just give me some time.”
I kissed her shoulder again, my lips trailing up her neck. She arched against me, turning her face. I kissed her properly, nipping at her bottom lip. Even though I’d come twice that evening already, I wanted her again. I reached between her thighs and stroked her clit. I didn’t think I’d ever be sated when it came to her.
My princess.
She was the fucking one for me.
The only one.
That girl had my heart and my soul in the palm of her hand.
And I wasn’t going to mess it up this time.
There’s a funny thing about good intentions.
Sometimes, they weren’t enough.
Sometimes, the world was just determined to shit all over you.
And that’s exactly what it did to Avery and me.