I held onto her hips and fucked her. There was no gentleness to my thrusts. I slammed into her over and over again, feeling her contract around me with every stroke. Fuck. She felt amazing.

“Do you want me to fuck you harder? I think you do. You want me to fuck you until you’re crying because it feels so good.”

Her muffled moans fed me. I gripped the harness at her thighs as an anchor, pulling her into me as I fucked her with deep, hard strokes. Our eyes locked. Hers told me she was enjoying it. They screamed at me to fuck her ruthlessly.

“You’re mine, Avery. You hear me? Mine. You belong to me and only me. You come when I say you fucking come. And you’ll only fucking come on my cock, my fingers and my tongue.”

She nodded as best she could, moaning into the makeshift gag. This felt so fucking good. Having control of her made me feel right again. Things had become so messed up and I needed to find balance. This was the only way I knew how. The bedroom was the place I had full control. She’d granted it to me.

I slowed and pulled out of her, shifting off the bed. As sweet as her pussy felt, I wanted what I’d had on New Year’s. I wanted anal and she was going to fucking give it to me. I’d been patient with her. My patience was shot to pieces. All of it went up in flames the moment she told me about her and James.

I tugged the lube out my bag and brought it back over to the bed. She stared at me when I flipped open the cap and spread it over my fingers.

“That’s right, princess. I’m having you here tonight.”

I pressed one finger inside her. The heat and tightness made my cock throb restlessly. Then she tried to talk, the noises she made muffled. She struggled against the bonds she was in.

“No? I told you. You’re taking what I give you tonight. You want to disobey me?”

She didn’t stop moving, but I’d tied her up too tight for her to escape. She grunted when I pressed another finger inside her.

“I want to see your face as I plunge inside you and you come all over my cock. I didn’t get to see how you came apart last time, so yes, princess, you’re going to let me fuck you here. It’ll feel good when I’m in there, you know it will. You loved it. Don’t fucking try to deny it.”

Three fingers worked inside her. Her eyes bugged out and she moaned, going still before she rocked into my fingers.

“That’s it, good girl.”

I made sure to open her up as best I could before I slicked my cock up. It was still wet from her arousal, but that wouldn’t be enough. I lined myself up and pressed against her entrance. Her face scrunched up as the head sunk in. I groaned. Fuck, so tight. Even though I’d only had her here once before, I fucking missed it. Missed the way she clenched around me. Missed the heat.

“Fuck, being inside you is torture of the best fucking kind, princess.”

I didn’t wait for her to give me any sort of response. I thrust a little deeper. Her face was still scrunched up. I knew it was hurting her. I just couldn’t stop. I had to have her. Had to be balls deep. I couldn’t fucking hold back my needs any longer. No matter how precious Avery was to me. No matter how much I loved her. I was still a fucking slave to my desires. My sick and twisted needs.

What kind of man tied his girlfriend up without asking her if it was okay and then made sure she couldn’t talk or fight back?

I’d tried to prepare her beforehand but being in her drove me fucking crazy. She knew what being with me entailed. I’d fucking warned her enough times and she’d pushed to be with me anyway. She knew I’d need the restraints. Need to take things from her she wasn’t ready to give.

I thrust into her again, making her take more. Her eyes opened. Tears welled in them, but even that wasn’t enough to make me stop. I couldn’t even say fucking sorry because I wasn’t sorry at all.

“It’ll feel better in a bit, I promise.”

She gave me one sharp nod. The relief I felt was fucking palpable. Avery wasn’t mad at me for what I was doing to her. She wasn’t upset. I’d make her come to make up for all this shit I subjected her to. I’d give her the same level of pleasure she’d had before when she’d begged me not to stop.

I pulled back and started to build a steady rhythm, trying not to go too deep too soon. I was determined she’d enjoy it as much as I was. I gripped one side of the harness at her thighs, keeping her steady as I fucked her. And when Avery moaned, it was like fucking music to my ears even though it was muffled by the scarf.

“You want more, princess? You love this as much as last time?”

She nodded, wriggling against me despite the restraints holding her in place. Her hands flexed at her sides. My other hand went to her clit. I circled it with my thumb. She jerked, moaning again. Her body begged for more. So I gave her more. I pressed deeper and harder.

“I want you to come for me. It’s so fucking hot seeing you take it. I’m almost balls fucking deep. I can’t fucking believe how well you’re doing. That’s it, come for me, Avery. Come.”

I was getting far too close to the edge. She felt so good and her tightness almost fucking killed me. I couldn’t hold back for long. The pulsating need to coat her insides with my cum was almost fucking unbearable.

One final thrust and I bottomed out, fully seated inside her. She was stretched so obscenely on my cock and it was every-fucking-thing at that moment.

“Fuck, come for me, princess. You’re so fucking amazing for taking it all.”

I pulled back and thrust deep again. The need to come was killing me, but she had to let go first. I strummed her clit faster. Her hands jerked against the restraints, her head rolling to the side as she moaned. I fucked her until I couldn’t take it any longer.