“Stop it, Aiden. I’m not in the mood any more.”
“I don’t believe you. I know you’re wet. You’ve wanted me all night. Don’t think I haven’t seen the way you’ve been looking at me.”
Fuck him. I really hated him being right. His hand left my breast. He tugged at my underwear, pulling it down enough so it bunched up on the tops of my thighs. His hand fell in between us and he ran his finger along my entrance. I bucked involuntarily.
“Stop it,” I whispered.
“You asked me to take your virginity, so that’s what’s going to happen.”
It took a moment for it to register and by that time, I felt his finger at my other entrance, pressing against it. Since he’d done this more than once before, it slipped in easily. I jerked in surprise.
“So tight,” he whispered. “It’s going to feel so fucking good, princess.”
“Aiden…”
“Shh, let me take care of you.”
My voice was stolen as he pressed deeper. Was this actually happening? Why had I said I wanted this? But it was Aiden and he meant everything to me. I wanted him to have all of me so much.
“I don’t want you to hurt me,” I whispered.
“I won’t. I’ll make sure you’re ready. Are you sure you still want this?”
My brain whirled with the alcohol-fuelled haze, my fear that it might hurt and my need to have Aiden fuck me. Right now, I needed him in me. If that meant anal, then so be it. I enjoyed the toys more than I thought I was going to. There was no reason I couldn’t take this final step with him.
“I want you to.”
He growled in my ear before he pulled away. The next sound I heard was him popping the cap on a bottle. When he curled around me, he did what he’d done several times before, opened me up to him. Except this time, after he’d used two fingers, he inserted a third one. That stung a little. I winced.
“Relax, princess.”
I was trying. I took a deep breath, needing oxygen in my lungs. I trusted Aiden, but even with the alcohol bolstering me, I was still nervous. He moved his fingers, stretching me further. I bit down on the covers. It didn’t hurt, it just felt different. A few minutes later, he pulled out of me.
“I’m going to fuck you now, last chance to change your mind.”
He shifted back. I didn’t want to stop. We’d come this far. He pressed more lube inside me before I felt his cock. He gripped my hip with one hand and pressed against me. My body locked up against the intrusion.
“Avery, you need to breathe.”
I hadn’t realised I was holding my breath. When I released it, everything happened at once. The sharp sting as he slipped inside me. His grunt a mixture of pleasure and pain. And my yelp as I gripped the covers.
I gulped down oxygen.
Holy hell.
“It feels weird,” I whispered.
“Are you in pain?”
“No.”
It didn’t hurt, not really. I always expected it to, but he’d taken care of me. Made sure I was ready first. His breath fanned across my face as he moved closer and kissed my cheek.
“Thank you, princess.”
“For what?”
“For letting me fuck you here. For coming home. For caring for me and most of all, for loving me.”