I also know that it’s entirely wrong and absolutely
 
 ridiculous that I’m pleased to the point of feeling strangely
 
 giddy inside at the fact that Stephanie didn’t like Jeff last
 
 night. It’s the ultimate irony given that my job depends on it.
 
 As I join her, she says, “This is a cool place. I noticed
 
 that they have a really good sci-fi section over there.”
 
 “Do you like reading science fiction?”
 
 Steph stares at me blankly, but then she grins. “You
 
 like it too?”
 
 “Yes! I don’t know many people who really do, but
 
 then, I’ll read just about anything. When I was in high school,
 
 I never really liked going to parties or even hanging out with
 
 people that often. I didn’t want to watch movies I wasn’t
 
 interested in or bum around the mall or whatever. I was one of
 
 those geeky kids who thought that reading was awesome and
 
 I’d read a book a day, sometimes more. My mom would get
 
 mad at me because I’d stay up all night reading and have to
 
 drag my butt to school the next day. It got to the point where it
 
 looked like I was into partying, that’s how often it happened.”
 
 “Oh my god. I never thought that you could be geeky.
 
 You don’t look geeky at all. I’m the one that’s the science
 
 nerd. Even if you were, or are, geeky, though, that’s okay. I
 
 don’t mind that at all.”
 
 I smile back, even though Steph’s words make me wish
 
 that she was here getting to know me as if we were on a date
 
 of our own. That we were finding out about each other
 
 because we were thinking of spending time together in the
 
 future. Not just hanging out, but so, so much more.
 
 I force myself to stop the wishful thinking and get out
 
 my notes.