Parting my legs even further to let him know I wanted him, I heard him groan. “Kaeli…are you sure..?”

I kissed him hard, swiping my tongue against his. “Yes,” I whispered. “I need you inside me. Please…”

He groaned again before reaching towards the bedside table and grabbing a condom. Kneeling between my legs, he pulled his boxers down and took hold of his cock.

I watched with fascination as his hand moved over his shaft. Every time I’d been intimate with a boy before, it’d been in the dark. To see everything so clearly was freaking hot. He was so big, and seeing him holding himself, squeezing and moving his hand in such a pleasurable way had me throbbing all over again.

He let go of himself and ripped the wrapper off the condom. His dark gaze met mine again before he placed it on the end of his cock and started to roll it on. When it was covered, he gripped it in his hand again, moving it up and down in that way that had me squirming.

Shuffling forward on his knees until they were pressed up against my open thighs, he began shifting his own legs apart, pressing mine open even further, until the base of his cock was almost level with my own needy place.

I watched him squeeze his cock in his hand and move it so the head was touching my clit. I gasped. Then he began to slowly rub it up and down, spreading my arousal over the both of us.

I squeezed my eyes closed. Knowing he was about to fill me was tormenting. I could feel my insides quivering with anticipation.

On one of the many downward passes, he stopped, the head of his cock at my opening. I writhed on the bed, lifting my hips, hoping now would be when he’d push inside me.

Slowly, he pressed forward, the tip sliding in a couple of inches. I moaned, wanting to feel more of him, but his hand was still clenched around his shaft, only allowing a few inches to penetrate before it could go no further.

He withdrew again, taking his time before he slowly slid back in. He continued like that for what felt like forever. Then he splayed his free hand out low on my stomach, his thumb moving to caress my clit with soft, slow circles, all while he continued to slowly ease in and out of me.

It was maddening. I wanted him so much.

After god knows how long of being teased, I felt his hand leave my stomach. Opening my eyes, I watched him release the hold he had on his cock, the head of it still inside me. With his gaze locked on mine, he leant forward, carefully pressing in further. The feeling was overwhelming. It took my breath away. I tried to catch it as best I could, but it had me panting.

When he was all the way in, he paused, grabbing my leg and lifting it higher up on his waist, and he slid even deeper. I gasped. I’d never felt so full, and I wasn’t sure yet if it was good or bad.

Lowering himself down onto his elbows, he kissed me. Gone

were the frantic, desperate, needy kisses. This kiss was soft, slow, gentle and completely melting.

When he pulled back, he gave me an intense look. “Are you okay?”

My emotions were already running on high, but the obvious affection I could see in his eyes made my heart flutter. “Yes,” I whispered.

He kissed me again, and this time he started to move.

The only other time I’d had sex hadn’t been very pleasurable. The whole process had been about Simon achieving the big goal. It had been a selfish act. What my nameless boy was doing to me was so incredibly different, it actually felt like we were sharing something sacred with each other. I honestly had no idea it could be so sensually moving.

This journey was still about him - about us - getting to our desired destination, but it was also about enjoying the trip along the way. He kissed and touched me constantly as we climbed, occasionally adjusting the way my legs were wrapped around him so I felt a different pressure on a different part of me, or so he was stroking my G spot, but he was always attentive and he was always reassuring me with his gaze.

When we were both obviously nearing our own precipice, he shifted up onto his hands, keeping his chest off mine and most of the pressure on my pubic bone. It was the most perfect position for keeping just the right amount of pressure on my clit as he moved, and I found myself quickly falling over the edge.

I wasn’t sure if it was the feeling of me coming around him, or the sound of my moans, but he fell straight after me, grunting softly as he squeezed his eyes closed with pleasure.

After a little while, he withdrew, but he didn’t move very far, just enough to rest his forehead between my breasts. We lay like that for a long time, just simply being and trying to calm our racing hearts.

Chapter 44

Noah

“Tell me about your stepbrother.”

Kaeli shifted in my arms before looking up at me, wearing a scowl to rival all scowls. We were still lying in bed after my earlier moment of weakness and I wanted to get her talking, not only to distract myself from what a douche I’d been to take advantage of her like that, but to find out as much as I could to finish this job.

“Aaron,” she said distastefully. “Is the biggest loser you could possibly imagine.”

I gave her an intense look to show her I wasn’t merely curious. I needed to know. “Tell me everything.”