lollipop fantasies and candy cotton promises. That
 
 would all come soon: that would all come soon
 
 enough, but for no
 
 w. I could still feel safe. What a
 
 time that was.
 
 One memory vividly returned. I could smell
 
 Mama's good cooking and hear her humming and
 
 singing in the kitchen. Beneatha and I were in our
 
 room playing with some dolls Mama had gotten from
 
 the lost-and-found in the supermarket. We heard Roy
 
 come into the house. slamming the door too hard as
 
 usual.
 
 "How many times I tell you not to slam that
 
 door. Roy Arnold?' Mama chastised.
 
 "All Mama. I wasn't thinking about it." he said. "Well, you should. You'll break it off the hinges
 
 and then where will we be?"
 
 "In an apartment without a door," Roy said. "What?"
 
 We held our breath, waiting for her to raise her voice even more when suddenly she just laughed and laughed. We heard Roy laugh too and when I looked out the door, she was hugging him and running her hand through his hair. When he saw me looking at
 
 them. he pulled away quickly. embarrassed. "Aw Mama," he moaned and hurried to his
 
 room.
 
 "Whatcha lookin' at Sugar?" Mama asked me. "Nothing, Mama. Is Roy all right?"
 
 "Oh, he's fine. He just has to learn to be more of
 
 a gentleman. I'm just afraid he's not going to learn it
 
 here though," she muttered.
 
 "Why not. Mama?"
 
 "This ain't exactly the place for ladies and
 
 gentlemen," she said. Then she smiled at me. "But
 
 don't you worry about it. Rain. You're going
 
 somewhere good someday, somewhere special. I'm
 
 sure."