Lyle thought a moment.
 
 "Jib? Jib!" His eyes brightened. "It's a sailing
 
 term. Is that what you mean, Jean?"
 
 "Jib," Uncle Jean said, nodding. "Jib." He
 
 grimaced as if in great pain. Then he sat back, brought
 
 his hands to his head, and screamed, "JIB!"
 
 "Oh, no."
 
 "Hey, Jean," the attendant closest to us cried,
 
 running over.
 
 "JIB! JIB!"
 
 Another attendant arrived and then another.
 
 They helped Uncle Jean to his feet. Around us, the
 
 other patients began to become unnerved. Some
 
 shouted, some laughed, a young girl, maybe five or
 
 six years older than I, began to cry.
 
 Uncle Jean struggled against the attendants for
 
 a while and looked at me. Spittle moved down the
 
 corners of his mouth as his head shook with the effort
 
 to repeat, "Jib, jib." They led him away.
 
 Nurses appeared and more attendants followed
 
 to help calm down the patients.
 
 "I feel terrible," I said. "I should have stopped
 
 when you told me to."
 
 "Don't blame yourself," Lyle said, "something
 
 like that usually happens."
 
 Lyle continued to eat a little more of his stew,
 
 but I couldn't put anything in my mouth. I felt so sick
 
 inside, so empty and defeated. I had to get out of here;
 
 I just had to.
 
 "What happens now?" I asked him. "What will