Page 116 of Sins or Secrets
It’s a scary as fuck thought, because I do. Starting with now.
I reach for her arm and pull her up. “I want to fuck you now. Get on the bed, on your hands and knees,” I say and my gaze drops to her ass when she turns and glides over to thebed.
She gets on her hands andknees and I settle behind her, spreading her thighs wide so I can take her hard the way I want.
Guiding my cock over her molten heat I push in and she’s so wet for me that I don’t need to get her ready to take my length.
I sink into her welcoming core and start to give her everything as I rut into her body and make her mine again.
* * *
I woke early, but I don’t plan to leave yet.
I have a plan up my sleeve to steer this game of ours in the direction I want.
I’ve been up for a few hours but Quinn is still asleep. I wiped her out last night and it wasn’t until the early hours of the morning that she drifted off.
I had her everywhere. We started in that bed, then ended up on the breakfast table when we went down for a late night snack. Then crazy came for both of us when we thought it was a good idea to take our little rendezvous out to the beach and skinny dip in the sea at midnight then give sex on the beach a new meaning. We ended up back here in the shower, then wrapped it up in the bed.
I’m not surprised it’s nearly ten and she’s out cold.
It gives me time to think about what comes next.
The same way I realized we’re different, is the same way I realized there will be different things about her that I need to factor in if I’m gonna give this a shot. After last night, there’s no way I’ll believe she doesn’t want to try.
Only God knows what Riley did to my girl. She wouldn’t be so wary when it comes to relationships if he didn’t screw with her mind. But it wasn’t just him. It must have been everything and she was helpless. She had to follow suit or suffer. I can’t imagine what it must have been like to be with that guy when she wanted to be with me.
The more I thought about everything, the more I leaned toward this plan of mine and hoped it wouldn’t end up screwing with me like I feared.
Being without her over the years also messed me up.
When she stirs and sees me, her cheeks color fiercely and I know she has to be thinking of last night. I am too.
“Good morning,” I say and she smiles.
“Good morning.”
“Come here to me.” I shuffle on the window bay, straightening up.
She wraps herself in the sheet and makes her way over.
I reach for her when she gets to me and pull her into my lap.
We kiss and she presses her hands to my chest, running her fingers over the hard bulge of my left pec.
“Bad girl, you want me again. Give me ten minutes.”
She laughs. “You are so crazy.”
“But I’m right though, aren’t I?” I challenge.
“Yes. How am I not supposed to want you when you’re sitting shirtless by my window?”
“Your guess is as good as mine baby.”
She leans in and kisses me again. Before we go down the road of passion and become slaves to desire I catch her face and gaze into her eyes.
“I have to talk to you Quinn. We have to talk. As much as I’d like to play with you again, it’s best if we talk now.”
