Page 30 of Twisted Salvation
“She’s beautiful,” Matt says to Dominic in a tone that makes my stomach do a flip.
“She is gorgeous,” Dominic agrees.
“I need you to be blunt with me about what’s happening,” I say. One of them takes my hand and stands me up. There are hands on my waist while they stand behind me. The other is in front of me with their hands in mine.
“Look at me,” Dominic says. I open my eyes and see him standing in front of me. “You have control here, and I want you to consider your options.”
“Okay,” I say.
“I want to see him fuck you,” Dominic says. “I want to see my girl fall apart under my best friend. I know you have expressed interest in this, but you need to decide if he wears a condom.”
“Ah,” I say. “If you are asking my opinion, then it is safe to assume you are okay without them being used.”
“If you are comfortable with him being a part of this dynamic, I am fully prepared for him and me to raise the baby we put in your belly,” he says.
“I trust you with my life, Dom. I trust Matt with my life becauseyoutrust him with mine. You are my priority, and you always will be. As long as you can reassure me that no matter what happens, you and I will be okay, then I’m okay. I do have one stipulation,” I say.
“Okay?” he says.
“I want complete reassurance that this will not hurt Natalie,” I say.
“Natalie has been bugging him to be in another relationship like she is with her girlfriend,” Dominic says. “She doesn’t want children, but he does, and she knows what that means if another woman gets pregnant with his child. We always knew that the ideal situation would be he and I being with the same woman because as long as you and Natalie are on good terms, we could very easily stay together.”
“How would that affect things if I decided I didn’t want to share you and didn’t want anyone else involved?” I ask. “Is our relationship dependent on me saying yes? Honestly. If you don’t think you can be in a relationship without him being a part of the dynamic…”
“I want you, Myra. There are no stipulations,” he says. “You are under no obligation to say yes. You have every right to change your mind at any moment. If you get pregnant, we will raise this child together with you, but you are under no obligation to involve him in any way. I’ve made the decision that you are the only one I want to have sex with. There are some things with Natalie that I’m okay with so long as you are, but that doesn’t involve anything penetrative, only oral.”
“Why? She’s insanely beautiful,” I say.
“She is, but she is not the one I’m in love with,” he says. “She is one of my best friends and fully understands.”
“Their relationship has always been platonic and for play only,” Matt says, kissing my shoulder.
“You don’t have to decide right…”
“Yes,” I say.
“Oh?”
“I am in love with you. I like Matt. I obviously cannot say I love him, because I’m still getting to know him, but I know, without a doubt, I want to have your baby. I don’t care when. He wants children and clearly trusts me enough to possibly mother his child if he is okay with having sex with me unprotected… I would love to give him a child just as much as I would love to give you a child. You both would make wonderful parents, and I want my child to grow up with just as much love and support as Rose has. One day, I want her to meet her sibling and understand that I love her just the same as I will love any child that we create together,” I say. “This doesn’t mean I want to go out of my way to get pregnant, but I am very happy to let fate decide if I am blessed with another child. I am far more capable of caring for a child and giving them a good life now. I have faith that I can keep them safe from all of the evil that lurks in my past.”
“I think for now, we should avoid obvious days where you are ovulating, but otherwise, I agree,” Dominic says. “I say for nowbecause you have a lot of healing to do. You have to take care of yourself first, so at least for the next couple of months, we need to pay attention to when those times are.”
“I track it already because Leon was adamant about me not producing a child like me,” I say. “My wrists feel much better, but… as we are discussing this, I think it might be a good idea to temporarily get on birth control until all of the bullshit with Dad, Leon, and Alvin is taken care of. The last thing I need is for them to kidnap me and I end up pregnant with another incest child, or get kidnapped while I’m pregnant and end up losing the baby.”
“So, until you can get on birth control, we avoid certain days,” he says, kissing me.
“Get it while you can,” I laugh. “Next week is a no-go then.”
“We have our ways,” he says with a devious grin.
“When are we going to address that you own a BDSM club?” I ask.
“When you’re healed, I want to take you there,” he says. “We can have the conversation then.”
“Okay,” I smile.
“Let’s get you clean before Matt bends you over,” he laughs.
