Before I can do anything else, the sound of Rory waking up fills the monitor I’ve got clipped to my hip.Bryce leaves my side as the front door slams shut and I watch as he rushes down the hall toward the bedrooms.My son always rushes to his sister’s side when she wakes up if he’s awake.He’s her protector and wants to make sure nothing happens to her.I love this part of him and know it comes from Caleb and Kreed more than Darren.Bryce never got to see the protective side of Darren because we moved away from our parents and the only adults he ever saw were Caleb’s and Kreed’s family members.They gave us no reason to need protection.
 
 Walking in the room, I lift Rory out of her crib and take her over to the changing table.It’s not easy to change her one handed but Tiffany needed to take her brother to the doctor’s office because he’s still sick.I’m pretty sure it’s the flu, but she wants to make sure and I don’t blame her.I manage to get my daughter changed and dressed in something cute for the day before lifting her from the changing table and carrying her out to her highchair.Bryce eats the sandwich and apple I get him while I feed Rory her baby food.
 
 Once the kids are done eating, I get them ready and we make our way down to the clubhouse.Caleb had a small park installed for the kids and they love playing on it.When I’m here with them, I don’t have to worry about any other kids picking on Bryce or him having to wait to play with certain things.He can do whatever he wants and have a blast while I push Rory in the baby swing.She loves swinging and spends the whole time laughing.Hearing a baby laugh and giggle is the best sound in the world.I love it and vowed when I heard Bryce laugh for the first time that I’d do everything in my power to make my children laugh as often as possible.
 
 Sam and Shy are sitting at a picnic table when we get to the park.They immediately come over to play with Bryce and push Rory on the swing.I knew it would be hard for me so Sam takes it over.She can tell I’m pissed off and doesn’t stop asking me what’s wrong until I tell her.Shy stays close enough to listen in on our conversation as she plays with Bryce.Both women are pissed as hell and I can’t stand knowing they’re upset because of what I did at the house.I feel as if I overstepped my bounds with that girl and they know it but don’t want to call me out on it.Sam assures me that’s not the reason they’re pissed before changing the subject to telling me about the rest of the kids from the club and what they’re doing now.I miss them all so much and wish I could go spend time with them for a while.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 Chapter Ten
 
 Reckless
 
 HAVING CALIANA IN myhouse is what I’ve longed for.Now that it’s a reality and I can’t be there with her, I can’t get control of my shit.The kids and her are behind the clubhouse in my home and she’s putting a mark on it with the things I bought her filling the space that’s been left mainly empty.There are toys in the living room, one of the bedrooms has been officially turned into a nursery for Rory.Bryce has his own room that’s filled with his clothes and bedding I bought for him.A blanket covers the back of my couch where I know Cali sits and reads while the kids play.She’ll cover up even if it’s not cold out as some kind of comfort instead of the need to have a blanket on her body.She’s done this for as long as I can remember.Most of the time I don’t think she even realizes she does it.Caliana has her habits and quirks just like the rest of us.Now, she’s doing them in my house and I want to be there with her and watch her move around the space I’ve envisioned her in instead of at the clubhouse in my empty room with nothing more than a bottle of Jack.
 
 Since I know Cali never comes to the clubhouse, I’m sitting at the bar with a bottle of Jack in hand in the empty room.Everyone is at work or the haunted house to put the finishing touches on it.I worked all night at the garage I started with Kreed just so I knew I wouldn’t go to the house and see Cali and the kids.Kreed was up there for dinner and to hang out for a while.There’s no reason for me to get close to her.I can see the kids and give her some time to herself without spending time in the house I built for her.Cali talked about the kind of house she wanted to live in when we were younger.I took every single one of those details and made it a reality for her.I’m not even sure she realizes what I’ve done yet.Until now, she hasn’t spent time in the house to take in the smaller details I put in every room with her in mind.
 
 Carly walks up to me and drops to a crouch between my legs after she turns my seat.I don’t bother stopping her as she reaches out and undoes my belt before unzipping my jeans and pulling my cock out.She wastes no time wrapping her lips around my length and sliding her mouth up and down.If there’s one thing I can say about Carly, it’s she knows how to give a good blow job.Though, my thoughts are on Cali as usual.I hate that I see her in my mind when I’m with someone else.It’s been that way since I first started having sex.Today is no different.
 
 “What the fuck do you think you’re doin’?I barely hear called out as my eyes snap open which shocks me because I didn’t realize I closed them.
 
 Turning toward the door of the clubhouse, I find the last person I want to see standing there.Tank, my uncle, is standing there with his arms crossed over his chest and my aunt standing behind him.The glare he’s aiming in my direction is usually enough to sober me up if I’ve been drinking, but not today.Today, I simply look back at him while Carly, one of the few Feral girls I know the name of, continues sucking my cock.
 
 “Get the fuck off my nephew’s cock and disappear before I make you disappear,” Tank bellows, his voice echoing in the common room as Carly removes her mouth from me and jumps off but doesn’t move away from me.She clearly doesn’t know Tank and Maddie.
 
 Tank wouldn’t touch a hair on her head.Maddie is a completely different story though.She’ll beat Carly’s ass and not think twice about it.She gets that from her dad and it’s a side of her not many people get to see.I’ve witnessed it more than a few times over the years.
 
 “I don’t know who you think you are, but you can’t come in here and talk to the President of the Feral Dragons MC.Reckless will kick your ass and you’ll be banned from the clubhouse for the rest of your life.I’m sure you’ll face punishment from your own President for not completing whatever deal you’re here to make with the Feral Dragons,” Carly says as if she has any right to talk to anyone this way.
 
 “You really don’t know who the fuck you’re talkin’ to, do ya?”Tank questions Carly as my aunt steps back out from behind her husband and glares at the skank next to me.
 
 “My husband can do whatever the fuck he wants in this clubhouse and Caleb won’t do a damn thing to him.I don’t know who the hell you think you are, but you’re not Caleb’s ol’ lady.He’d never choose a skank like you.Someone who would suck his dick in the common room like a whore.And before you give me an attitude, I’m Caleb’s aunt.I’ll beat your fucking ass before dragging you out to his mom and grandma.They’ll beat you so bad you won’t be recognized by your loved ones.Then, you’ll be kicked out of the clubhouse and from all clubs the Feral Dragons associate with,” Maddie says, walking closer to where I sit with my jeans still open as I quickly set down the bottle of Jack and put myself away before she gets too close to me.
 
 “Who the fuck is Caleb?That name means nothing to me,” Carly asks, confusion filling her face as I start laughing uncontrollably in her face.
 
 “That’s how low you rank in this clubhouse.Caleb is also known as Reckless.The President of this club and my damn nephew as I just said.Tank, my husband, is his uncle and a man who can do what he wants in this clubhouse to a certain extent.Calling his nephew out on doing some dumb shit is one of the things he won’t get in trouble for.I suggest you disappear like he told you and don’t let me see you again.I’ll make sure we handle you and the guys won’t touch you again.Learn your damn role and quit overstepping bounds in your desperate attempt to become the ol’ lady of an officer,” Maddie states, knowing this bitch doesn’t have a leg to stand on because she’ll always outrank her in the clubhouse.
 
 “I-I-I didn’t know you were his family,” Carly stutters as fear fills her when Tank starts walking our way.