Page 14 of Breaking Free (Guarded Hearts)
His eyes ignite and he wraps a hand around my neck, pulling me up to him. Our mouths join and his fingers immediately dip underneath my lace boy shorts. He groans, “You are always so wet for me. Fuck, you don’t understand how hot that is.”
He pushes inside of me and I arch my back in pleasure. I’m kneeling over him and my legs are shaking from the intensity of the situation. After he’s brought me to the edge twice today, without any relief, I’m almost there already. He moves his mouth from mine and kisses a slow line across my jaw and down my neck.
I pull back and look at him. “No marks.”
He laughs but doesn’t answer me. He continues to kiss me, tracing the cleavage created by my bra. His fingers begin to move faster and I can feel my whole body tighten. “Now, I want it now.”
I come apart yelling his name. I can hear his zipper coming undone and he lifts himself off the couch a little. Before I can open my eyes, he pulls me down hard on top of him. The instant feeling of fullness and my oversensitive flesh almost causes me to come again. I place my hands on his shoulders and take the initiative to try to maintain the small amount of control I’ve had. I slide up him and then let myself crash back down on him, each time sliding up more and coming down harder.
“Fuck, yes. Now ride my cock and make my come, baby. Show me what you can do.” He says it like a challenge.
Challenge accepted.I move frantically up and down, side to side, then rest my arms on his knees and arch my back while I ride him. This angle makes the feeling so much more intense and he feels like he’s going deeper into me. His hands grab my hips and he lifts me up and down on top of him while also driving into me. It feels amazing and I come once more.
My body feels like jelly but he is still relentlessly fucking me. I feel his whole body tense beneath me before he groans and I feel his warm release fill me. I collapse against his chest, feeling like I might never regain the energy to move again. That’s when Drew acts like himself and ruins it. He lifts me off of him, depositing me on the couch, and stands up. “You did good.” He smacks my ass as he walks toward what I can only assume is the bathroom.
Ugh!I tried to assert myself and take control for once, and somehow I feel like I never had it at all. I grab my clothes that are on the floor and pull them on. Am I an idiot for putting up with his shit? I would have certainly never taken anything like this from anyone else. So why is it okay when he does it?Because he can touch you. Because he makes you feel alive. Because you’re an idiot and you care about him.I know that all of that’s true and it really scares me. Thank God that his band is doing a fifty state tour because I need some space from him to figure out what the hell I want.
He walks back out of the bathroom and smiles at me. “I can get used to that, James, although we will have to start locking the dressing room doors.”
Get used to it? Isn’t he leaving town tonight?He must see my confused expression.
“What I mean is, I’m always so wound up after my shows, that having you here and doingthatwill be fucking amazing.”
“I thought you were leaving town tonight.”
“I am.” He walks over to the rack of clothes in the corner and peels off his shirt in exchange for a fitted black t-shirt. He turns back around and seems baffled by my confusion. “You’re coming with me.”
What?!“No, I’m not. You never even asked me to come! I barely know you!”
“Remember the conversation when I told you I wanted to be able to have you whenever I wanted.” He walks closer to me. “Well, I meant that. I also meant it when I said I wasn’t done with you. I want you to come on the road with me; you’re mine and I’m not letting you go.”
“I am NOT coming with you on tour!”
His face darkens. “Why the hell not?!”
“Because of the reasons that I just told you! We barely know each other but have already gotten into numerous fights! And you are constantly ordering me around and expecting me to follow your orders!”
“So the fuck what?!” I can see the veins in his neck bulging. He’s really pissed off, but did he really think that I was just going to run away with him?
It makes me so damn mad that he thinks I’m just going to drop everything and take off with him. If he wants to act like an asshole all the time, I can, too. “You know the number one reason that I won’t come with you?” I walk slowly and seductively over to him. I can tell he’s confused and turned on at the same time. When I reach him, I run my nose up his neck, inhaling his scent and driving him crazy at the same time.
“Why?” Even his damn questions sound like orders.
I run my fingers through his hair, kiss him once on the lips, then pull back an inch. “Because you’re a dickhead.”
His mouth drops open and I take the opportunity to walk out of the room. I’m probably the only girl in the world who would walk out on Drew Walker.
Chapter Five
I walk into the hallway and head for the exit. When I hear footsteps behind me, I speed up. I open the door to the parking lot, panicking for a minute because I forgot about all of the photographers. When I look around, though, no one’s there. As I’m trying to figure out where I am, I head for the street, figuring I need to catch a cab. When I hear a door slam, I look back to find Drew standing in the doorway, scanning the parking lot. Spotting me, he starts to come after me. It might seem crazy but I start to run. The thing is, I donotwant to go away with him. Well,maybeI do. However, I’m definitely notreadyto go away with him. I know, though, that if he catches me and tempts me the way he always does, I’ll give in. I can’t resist him and he knows it. I reach the gate and raise my hand to hail a taxi and one pulls right up.
I reach for the door handle when a hand closes over mine. I look up to see the man that I hate, want, like, and can’t stand all at the same damn time. “Will you stop running from me?” He almost growled the words and I would be lying if I said it didn’t turn me on.
It’s really pathetic that anything this man does turns me on. “I need to go, Drew. This isn’t something that I’m ready for and you’re not just going to force me into it.” I look around because people are staring at us. Drew must have grabbed a hat before he decided to come after me so I guess he thinks he’s incognito.
“What are you not ready for? I told you I don’t want this big fucking commitment.” He runs his hands up my sides, causing goose bumps to break out all over my body. “I. Just. Fucking. Want. You.”
With each word I’m coming closer and closer to giving into him.No, I’m not ready for this.“No.”
