Prologue
She hasn’t seen me yet, but I know she feels me.
It’s instinct—your body senses danger before your brain can catch up. A chill runs down your spine, like icy fingers leaving goosebumps in their wake. There’s a prickling at the base of your neck, invisible eyes pressing into the back of your skull. Heat crawls up your chest, spreading until your skin flushes with uncomfortable warmth. You want to look over your shoulder, but you fight it, convince yourself there’s nothing there. The air tightens, the world shrinks around you. Your breathing is shallow. Your heart pounds like a warning siren.
Like a shadow in the first light of dawn, paranoia creeps in, wrapping its arms around you in a tight embrace.
Deep down, your body knows.
Knows who’s watching. Who it’s really afraid of.
Juliette Sinclair.Jules.
I’ve been watching her for weeks. Every detail, every moment, every breath. I know her. The way she walks with quiet confidence, how her hips sway with a calculated tease—just enough to draw attention, but not enough to invite it. The way her shoulders dip slightly when she laughs, like she knows exactly how the sound makes everyone around her take notice.
But it’s all a performance, and it’s one she’s perfected.
She moves like time bends around her, like the world shifts to make space. It’s not loud, it’s not obvious. It’s worse. It’s subtle—the kind of arrogance that disguises itself as grace.
It’s become an obsession. A need I can’t shake.
Her morning routine has slowly become mine. Thirty minutes from downtown to her apartment, every move measured, predictable,perfectly timed. My hood is pulled low, the beak of a ballcap peeking out, my jacket collar high to shield my face. My boots hit the ground in soft thuds, echoing through the stillness of the morning street. The cold fall air bites, but I hardly feel it.
As I approach her building, I check my watch: 5:59. It’s silent now, like the world is watching, holding its breath, waiting for her.
Her bedroom curtains are drawn, but a sliver of light leaks through like an invitation. They’re always like this. It’s always the same. I shove my hands deep into my pockets, my chest tight with anticipation. She’ll appear soon, framed by that window, like a scene meant only for me.
And seconds later, she does.
She pulls the curtain open slightly, her body stretching, muscles shifting beneath her skin. My fingers twitch uncontrollably, my irritation simmering as her arms reach upward, flashing a glimpse of bare skin just above her waistband.
Jules. Jules. Jules.Always putting on a show. Even when no one’s watching, you’re performing.
She turns around quickly, her back to me now, but I don’t miss the flicker of hesitation in her movements. I can’t help but wonder… does she feel me? Does she know?
Crossing her arms, she grips the bottom of her shirt and pulls it over her head in slow, languid movements. Like she’s savoring it.
Like she knows I’m here.
Her curls are wild from restless sleep, spilling out in every direction. I watch as she gathers them back, the muscles in her back flexing with each motion, a few strands slipping free as she twists her hair into place. Even this—this small, thoughtless movement—feelschoreographed. Like she wants someone to see.
She reaches for a sports bra and slides it on, the fabric clinging to her at every inch, hugging her like a second skin. I take one step closer as she adjusts the band, fighting the clench in my jaw—when suddenly, she whips around, eyes locking on the window.
I stop breathing. For a moment, I’m sure she sees me.
Hi, Jules.
But instead of reacting, her shoulders ease. Her chest sinks, lips parting with a deep exhale.
She doesn’t know.
I watch her through the rest of her routine, and at exactly 7:00, her bedroom light clicks off. The sky outside is bright, light filtering through the window and washing over the room, but she’s nowhere to be found. Within seconds, though, the building’s front door slams open. I freeze, listening for her footsteps on the pavement. Headed, like always, to the coffee shop.
Same time. Same latte. Same innocent act.
I follow, but take the longer route downtown, careful to stay out of sight but close enough to watch. At the corner of the block, I stop, tracking her movements through the bookstore window’s reflection across the street. With the morning streets empty, and the store still dark and lifeless, I can see everything.
I feel her everywhere. And if she were paying attention—if she had any real sense of the world around her—she’d feel me here, too.