Page 152 of Once Upon a Holidate
“I look old and tired,” Queen Liana said. “I usually enjoy astate dinner, but one of my tablemates was especially tedious tonight. International monetary policy has its place, but after two hours, one should learn to speak about something else.”
“I’m sure you tried,” Bethany told her mother.
“At least six times. He was not getting the hint.” Her mother pulled off her tiara and began to unfasten her earrings. “How are you doing, darling? Is everything all right?”
“Rida threw Cade again.”
“That horse. You spoiled him and now everyone has to pay the price.”
“I know. I should have been more firm with him, but he never threw me.”
“Yes, and he’s also not your horse, is he?”
“Ouch.”
Her mother looked contrite. “I’m sorry. That came out more harshly than I’d intended. I’m going to blame the monetary discussion. By the way, I spoke with your aunt Dora yesterday. The University of El Bahar is starting an International Women’s Studies program in the fall that goes through to the doctorate level.” Her mother paused expectantly.
“That is very like Aunt Dora. Tell her congratulations.”
“I did already, but that’s not the point.”
Bethany pretended surprise. “It’s not?”
Liana sighed. “You do love being difficult.”
“I do. Very much. It’s fun.”
“You could come home and go back to college right here in El Bahar,” her mother said pointedly. “Wouldn’t that be nice?”
“Yes, living with my parents and waiting for my father to arrange a marriage. It would be beyond great. How many camels do you think I’m worth?”
Her mother studied her. “Bethany, you know we worry about you. You’re obviously not happy with what you’re doing and we want to help.”
“I know, Mom. And while college is something I’m thinking about, I’m still not sure.”
She hated to give up her work with her horses. But working at the royal stables wasn’t a long-term solution. Buying her own place was an option, but where? If she stayed in El Bahar, she would always be the king’s daughter. If she moved to the States, she wouldn’t know anyone. Maybe she should be more independent, but the thought of dropping herself into unknown territory was more than a little scary. As for Happily Inc, well, she was more than a little interested in any opportunities here, but what could they be? It wasn’t as if she could go to Cade and say “Hey, have you thought about taking on a partner? I happen to have a royal trust fund. Yay me.”
“What, darling?” her mother asked. “You’re upset about something.”
“I wish I hadn’t lied to Cade about who I am.” She held up her hand. “I know, I know. It’s on me. I’m the one who wanted to travel under an assumed name.”
“You like him.”
Not a question, but she answered anyway. “I do. He’s sweet and funny and he doesn’t get mad when Rida throws him.”
“So tell him the truth.”
“It’s not that simple.”
“Your grasp of English is excellent. I’m sure you can find the words.” Her mother’s smile faded. “Bethany, he’s going to find out eventually. Better to hear it from you.”
“How is he going to find out? I head home in a few days and he’ll never see me again.” A reality that made her feel sick to her stomach. “It’s okay,” she added quickly. “I’ll be fine. I miss you and Dad and the boys.”
“We all miss you, as well. Hurry home.”
“I will. Bye, Mom.”
They hung up. Bethany turned off her computer, then walkedto the window. The truth was getting to be a heavier burden every day. She would decorate the tree with Cade tonight and tell him in the morning, no matter what. She had to. She really cared about him and until she came clean, she couldn’t begin to express her feelings. He would probably hate her, but that was her own fault. Every decision had consequences.
