Page 105 of Crash Course Omega
“All the stuff I said to you when we were arguing was just built up tension. It’s not that you were the main problem. I could have tried harder to talk to you about it. If you really do wantto try something with me now, then we both need to find a way to change or adapt. There’s things you did that I don’t want to follow us into the future. And there are ways I have to change.”
“I’m sorry,” he says, bowing his head, pressing his forehead against my hands. “I really am so sorry. And I want to try this. I want to be with you, Harmony…” he trails off, but I can feel the hurt swelling in his voice, and I lean into him. I don’t want anything to keep us apart anymore.
“I didn’t realize how hard life would be without you,” Maddock continues. “I didn’t know it was possible to miss someone so much until you were gone. It was like I was living with your ghost. I just felt you and saw you all the time, but there was no way to actually reach you.”
“It wasn’t easy for me, either. But you never tried to get in touch. And I knew that you still went to all the family dinners and parties and things like that. You didn’t need me to be a member of my family. It was kind of like I was just an extra you got when I presented.”
“No!” His hands tighten around my back as he gasps, pulling back to look at me with shock. “It was never that way. Please, Harmony. Do you really think I would feel like this if I thought you were some kind of bonus? You were everything to me, you still are. I’ll do whatever you want. Just tell me what I need to do to be your alpha again.”
Maybe he lifts me, maybe I move myself, but I’m buried in his lap, his thighs open, my ass nestling between them as he pulls me into a hug.
He sighs against my chest, and I soften into him, bathing in his scent as his breath shudders.
“Harmony…” The way he says my name makes my heart stop. “Even if you decide again that you don’t want to be my omega, or even if you reject me, I’m never going to stop loving you. You’re everything that I want in life.” He brushes his lips over mine, andwe both draw closer every second. “What I can do to make it up with you. Show me how you want me to be with you, and I’ll do it. Even if it means forming a pack with fucking Jaxx, I’ll find some way not to strangle him if I see him touching you.”
I bite my lip, trying to find the best way to say it without hurting him.
I don’t know how to break it to him easily. Even though I’m his omega, and I’ll always be his omega, I’m Jaxx’s and Everest’s, too.
“There’s something special there between each of us. Not just Jaxx and me, but Everest and me, and our relationship.” I thread my fingers through his. “But, I don’t want alphas who aren’t going to let me live my life. And I don't want an alpha who thinks he needs my Dad's approval.I'mthe one who decides who I mate with. If we’re really going to try this, then I want to make sure we both know what we’re getting into.”
I'd lift myself on my knees, caging his thighs, my hair falling around my shoulders as I look down at him. His hands slide from my waist to my hips, and he gently tugs me.
I fall forward, my hands landing on his shoulders, my face drawing even closer to his.
“So, you do want to try something? You aren’t pushing me away?”
The hope in his voice aches more than his anger, and the way my scent curls from me and how I bend under his touch shows him what I mean.
“I never stopped loving you, Maddock, even for a second. But I want to make sure that we both know what we want.”
His hands squeeze my hips and I smile, because, from the way his scent has changed as we talk, and how his pheromones have spread over me, I can sense something else he wants along with my heart.
“I promise, I’ll do anything to make sure you keep loving me,” he groans as I bend towards him.
“I want to work together for this,” I say as I brush his lips with mine. “I want to be your partner, not your student.” Another kiss, and a groan trembles from Maddock. “And I want you to be my alpha,” I say before I fall into him, kissing him with everything I’ve been holding back since we saw each other again.
A low growl rumbles through him that goes straight to my pussy as he drags me closer.
His hands slide down, clenching my thighs just high enough that he presses under my ass.
I purr with pleasure, wrapping my arms around my alpha, finally returning to my home.
Harmony
It’s so quick. He’s already hard when he pulls me further up the bed, both of us naked. He fishes a condom from the bedside drawer, and we’re ready.
One moment we’re sinking into our feelings, moving between my heart tearing open as I try to talk to him about what I experienced before we fall back into kissing each other passionately. It grows harder and harder to try and talk when my body’s heating up and my omega senses take over.
As soon as we start kissing, the possibility of a bite floats into my mind. But, the closer we grow, and the more time we spend wrapped in each other, the more that need to be connected to him pulses in me.
Because now he’s lying on his back, and suddenly our clothes are off, and his cock is hard, and the scent of my slick surrounds us as I kneel on all fours over him.
As soon as I lean down to kiss him again, I wrap my hand around his cock, and he bursts out with a moan.
“I can’t wait long,” I say against his lips. Even while Jaxx and Everest fucked me, I missed Maddock. And I’m sure I’ll never be satisfied if we leave it here.
“Go for it,” he growls, cupping my cheek, stroking my cheekbone with his thumb. “Just take everything you want from me. Don’t hold yourself back.”
