Page 77 of Tangled Hearts
Rock watched his dick disappear inside her as her thick essence coated him. He picked up the pace and almost lost his bearings. She was gripping his dick while doing her best to look back at him. He closed his eyes but never missed a beat.
“Look at me, baby. You see this pussy? It’s yours… Oh, shit, fuck me just like that!” She crooned as she pinched her nipples. She could feel him inside her and all over her body. He was consuming her, aiding to her going insane.
“Mhm.” Rock slapped her ass. “Yea, take all this dick, baby. Open her up a little more for me baby. Let me see those pink lips.”
Doing as she was told, he concentrated before they exploded together with him filling her up. Once he caught his breath, he looked down at her asking, “now, where the fuck my daughter at?”
“She with my mama. Let me take a shower and we can go get her,” Shakeisha spoke lazily. She would’ve much rather taken a little nap but decided she wouldn’t keep him away from her any longer even though she should’ve. The way it took him almost three weeks to show his face pissed her off but after the dick and head he just gave her, she was willing to give him a clean slate.
Rock sat outside Knycole’s house in his feelings. He didn’t want to leave his daughter but knew he promised Knycole he would take her out. If he was going to move forward with her, he knew he needed to do shit differently as far as taking her out and shit. As kids, they went out together but now they were adults. That and they were trying to mend a broken relationship. Shakeishacried and fussed when he told her he had to go. It fucked with him because he had feelings for her too. Strangely, he needed to see where shit would go with Knycole. She was his first pick.
Knycole pulled her front door open with a blank look on her face. Reality hit that Rock was really waiting for her in the car.Like sitting in the car, waiting. If her expectations weren’t so high, she would’ve found it comical. Instead, it was a red flag she decided to ignore. With a straight face, she made her way to the side of the road where he was parked. He didn’t even pull into her driveway which had plenty of space. She was beyond annoyed.
“What up, baby?” Rock smiled when she dipped into the car. He’d watched her walk from her house to his car in a fitted sheer black dress. Her private areas were covered with nude underwear still giving her a sexy illusion. On her feet were a pair of Tom Ford lock heels that she paired with a designer black and gold bag. Licking his lips, he appreciated her thick thighs. “You look good as hell.”
“Thanks. You put that shit on too,” Knycole cheesed inhaling his cologne.
Nodding, Rock pulled off then turned the music up. He didn’t have much to say since the adult version of her felt out of his league. The ride felt awkward as hell too. Maybe it was him not being able to forget she had a baby with his nigga. Or maybe it was him keeping his daughter from her. Whatever it was had the air thick between them in a weird way. Knycole didn’t say much on the ride to the restaurant, only vibed out to the music. She was in her own head just as much as he was.
Breaking through the problematic energy, Rock sparked a conversation about Cash since his song was currently playing. “That nigga really made it out.”
“I know right? I remember how he used to beg y’all to front him more work.” Knycole smiled thinking back to when life was normal.
Nodding, he agreed. “Hell yea, I was kinda down with it but that nigga Hov… He was dead set against it. Nigga would rather give him money than more work. Used to make him rap for an hour straight just to sell the little weed he did have. Nigga always thought he was somebody’s daddy.” Rock smiled, his mind somewhere in the past when hanging on the block was the best part of his day. In a time where bros came before hoes and the love of three young black men was almost unheard of.
Her heart shattered seeing the smile plastered on Rock’s face at the thought of he and Hov’s dynamics. In that moment, her fuck up became clear. There had always been some level of accountability on her part but for the first time she realized what her toxic need for love did to the love between two brothers. Knycole wanted to jump out of the car and run away. Fast as fuck. It felt like she couldn’t breathe, and the walls were closing in on her.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered, praying none of her tears fell. Because if they did, she would feel even more like shit. Knycole felt horrible.
Rock let her words sink in, praying they did something to his heart. It didn’t. Her words meant nothing to him, and truth be told, he wasn’t all that mad with her. Karma was real and Rock could surmise her betrayal was his for the way he did her when he was a free man. He could vividly remember how her soul would leave her eyes every time she caught him with another bitch. When he would place their shit storm on his shoulders but the fucked-up shit Nick did to him always came back. As far as he was concerned, once Nick cracked out ass put him in jail, he and Knycole were even. Nah, she owed him more.
“You fucked a nigga up, with this one, Knyc.” He ran his hand down his face. Rock didn’t know if he was coming or going. “Nick, fucked me up too.”
Knycole’s eyes bucked as her heart thumped louder and louder. Drowning out everything else Rock was saying. She saw his mouth moving but couldn’t hear him. She was in the twilight zone. Naivety had her thinking Rock would get out and be okay with Nick. Clearly, she didn’t think shit through. That had been her issue the last few weeks leading up to Rock’s release. She left Hov with hopes that her being with him would wash away the flaw ass shit her daddy did to him. Knycole thought leaving Hov would give Rock back the five years he lost. Now, it was clear none of that would do anything to mend Rock’s heart. Noir told her this would bite her in the ass. Now, she sat her dumb ass there with ahurtass.
Rock snapped his fingers in front of her face. “You good?” Lifeless eyes sent chills down her spine.
Facing him completely, Knycole examined his face, trying to remember all the beautiful things about him. “Why me?” She asked, looking him in the face.
“What you mean?” Rock glanced out the window at the restaurant they’d not too long ago pulled up to. He was starving but could wait.
“Like, why are you okay with getting out and being with me? Me of all people? Especially knowing what you know now. Rock why are you okay with this?” She pointed between the two of them. The question had been on her mind for days now and she just needed to know. Had to see the reasoning behind all of it.
His mind went on a deep dive into all the reasons he still wanted Knycole. She was his first loveandheartbreak. She always gave him a reason not to be so reckless in the streets since she needed him so much back then. Knycole was a part of his life he never saw himself having to be without. “It’s so many reasonsfor real. I don’t think I can explain the shit to you for you to understand.”
“And that’s good enough for you to overlook all the bullshit?” Her round eyes opened wider.
Finally, he looked at her. The small gap between his two teeth never looked so good. “Let’s go eat, Knyc.”
Blushing, she agreed when she pushed her door open. Rock still had that effect on her. The ability to stop her from taking a deep dive into shit he didn’t want to talk about. It was comical now because she knew it and still let shit be what it was. It was clear that Knycole was still ditzy over Rock.
And he wasn’t a gentleman.
Rock didn’t open the door or hold her hand when they walked into the restaurant. The hostess spoke and he only nodded. It was a testament to who he was as a hood nigga with no manners. Respect and love had only been reserved for her and the small family he, Knycole, Noir, Hov, and Rocky had created. Anything outside of that could suck his dick.
“Right this way,” their waitress directed once the hostess alerted her to a table for two.
Knycole had been to The Golden Cow plenty of times and loved their food. It was mid-grade dining and had a good range of food selections. The inside was black and white themed with a huge gold cow in the center of the room as well as smaller figures throughout the building. It was weirdly cute and always clean.
