Goldilocks: Please, answer me.
Goldilocks: I’m worried about you. Are you okay? Do you need anything?
I sighed.
Me: I’m okay, Carmen. I don’t need anything. Just rest.
Goldilocks: Carmen? Does this mean…
She didn’t finish the text sentence and I smiled. This was the first time I’ve smiled in two days.
Me: Are you my pretty girl?
I asked her because I needed to know. I couldn’t do pushy right now, and I was just as tired as Mars. This mess with my father was further from done, and it was just the beginning and I had to devise a strategy to get him to fuck off.
Goldilocks: If you’ll have me.
Goldilocks: I’ve been sleeping in your bed while Moni sleeps in my room.
Me: How is she holding up?
Goldilocks: She’s worried about Mars. She hasn’t stopped crying every time she thinks about… you know.
Me: Trust me, Mars would have never hurt her if he had a choice.
Goldilocks: Not that. She knows that but I mean everything else that…
Me: Yeah.
I answered with that because what else could I say? I just wasn’t ready. Carmen didn’t say anything for a moment, so I figured she stopped texting, but another message popped up.
Goldilocks: I miss you.
The smile came back full force. Fuck, I missed her.
Me: Smelling my hoodies, aren’t you?
Goldilocks: I’m not a loon.
Me: Goldilocks?
Goldilocks: Yes?
Me: I would have killed them all before they ever got to lay a hand on you.
Me: I need you to know that.
Me: To know that I will never make you cry again. Not even for me.
Goldilocks: If I don’t cry for you, Ares, who is going to?
Goldilocks: Let me comfort you.
Goldilocks: I want to be there for you, so please let me.
Me: But I don’t like to see you cry, pretty girl.
Goldilocks: I love you, Ares.