Page 23 of Dear, Carson McDermott
“Baby, I’ve never been so ready in my life for anything else. Shit, I’d probably marry you right now if you asked me,” she joked.
I knew she was joking but my mouth opened anyways,
“will you though?”
“Will I what?” she was playing dumb so that I could ask her again. I could see the smile on her face forming.
“Will you marry me?” I knew that I was definitely blushing now if I wasn’t before.
“Yes,” she answered with no hesitation. “On one condition though,” she said.
“Anything.”
She smiled sweetly at me. She traced over my eyebrows, I shut my eyes. She moved on to my lashes, my cheeks, my jaw and finally my lips. I opened my eyes once she was done.
“That you follow your dream first and that you don’t mind me being there. I’ll follow you wherever you go Carson McDermott, I promise you that. I will never leave you, no matter what.”
She didn’t know what she was saying to me. How much that moved me. How much it made me love her beyond measures.
“Okay baby.” I kissed her again, and we were back being hot and heavy. I pulled away from her lips before I did something stupid like slip in without a condom, I groaned. “I don’t have any protection. We can just wait.”
I didn’t want to wait but I wasn’t about to say that to her. She reached out and opened her dresser, pulling out a pack of condoms that I swear was in my room.
“No, these aren’t from your room. I took a picture of the ones you had and went shopping with my mother. Before you ruin the moment by asking me if I told my mother about what we were going to do tonight, no I didn’t say it was tonight, but I did tell her my decision.”
I smiled,
“When did you make this decision?”
“Two weeks ago. I just wanted to make sure I was certain about this and I am. Carson, I love you and I wouldn’t want anyone else to take my virginity but you,” she handed me the condoms and I took them in my hand.
I moved back to remove my boxer-briefs. My hands trembled a bit because I couldn’t believe that we were going to do this now and that she trusted me like this. I took a deep breath in and let out my nervousness. I couldn’t be nervous because then I would fuck it up for her. I removed the boxer-briefs, opened the box placing it on the side of us, and ripped the foil from one of them. I glanced at Katerina as she had already removed her panties and her tank top. She smiled at me, so sweetly that I couldn’t do a damn thing but return it.
I situated myself back on top of her. I began to tease her clit again, wanting her to release under my touch. I could tell that she was nervous even if she didn’t say it out loud. Her body trembled as I leaned in, kissing her softly. Her arms wrapped around my neck as I replaced my fingers with the tip of my penis near her entrance. I didn’t pull away from kissing her as I slowly entered her inch by excruciating inch. Was I sweating already, or had I been sweating the entire time? She pulled away from my kisses. I watched her as I slipped in some more and I knew when I broke through the barrier because she gasped in a deep, deep breath that had me so, in love, I couldn’t look anywhere else.
Tears slipped out of her eyes and I slipped out only leaving the tip in. I looked into her eyes; she was staring back at me. I knew what she said was true, she would follow me to the ends of the earth.
“I love you, Katerina. Thank you for this gift. I will never take this for granted.”
I slipped back in, giving her some time to adjust to my size and then I felt as she relaxed. She wrapped her legs around my waist, and I began to really move inside of her. I didn’t want to hurt her too much, so I was gentle. One of my hands went between our bodies so that I could rub her clit giving her as much pleasure as I was receiving. Katerina moaned so unexpectedly, I almost stopped moving but I was so lost in her that I knew it wasn’t going to be a possibility. If her father came in right now, I wouldn’t get up. There was no way in hell I was slipping out of her. She was so tight, so hot and the way she gripped me, all I could do was tremble. I placed a hand over her mouth as I increased the speed not just from my thumb but the way I was making love to her. Today wasn’t about fucking, it was about showing her with my body that I loved her, and I would never hurt her. I wanted to thank her for the way that she gave me herself. She trusted me and I promised myself that I would never disappoint her.
I felt her orgasm building up from the way she pulled at my hair, I removed my hand from her mouth wanting to just hear one moan. She released it but it was too loud, and I placed a hand over her mouth again.
“Mmm,” I groaned in her ear. “Come for me, my Lil’ kitty kat. Give me what I want,” She shut her eyes so tight as her body gave in. “Thank you,” I whispered in her ear as I continued to move inside of her.
Not even a minute after, I reached my release and had to bite down on her shoulder to prevent from moaning her name out as though she was the one that fucked me.
I removed my hand from her mouth collapsing on top of her.
“Thank you, baby,” Katerina said to me and I felt her lips on my shoulder. “I love you.” She said to me once more.
“I love you too. Now, which one of us is gon’ break the news to your father that we’re together? He’s going to kill me for sure.” I knew it, so did she.
Katerina laughed, this time, I was too tired to care if someone heard her.
“We’ll both tell him. He’s not going to kill you if I’m there. He’s a big softie that one.”
I shook my head feeling her gripping my dick again as if to remind me that I was still buried inside her.
