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“Holy—” Matty choked on the rest of the words as Ethan took him into his mouth without further preamble.
Matty wasn’t sure if the sensations that took over him were pleasure or something far sharper, but they had his body straining, fists clenching in the sheets.
Ethan went slow, his mouth wet and hot and loose around Matty’s cock until he started hardening again. It didn’t take long—he was eighteen with his bondmate giving him a blowjob. There was no way he could hold off from the feeling clenching his gut.
Matty was panting by the time he was fully hard. Ethan was obviouslyfarmore experienced in this regard, taking Matty almost to the base, hand perfectly coordinated.
“Ethan. Ethan, Ethan,” Matty pleaded, not sure for what—Ethan was giving him everything he’d ever wanted.
Matty started trembling by the time he was close. Urged by some strange instinct, he focused on the bond, opening himself up, letting as much of Ethan as possible fill him up.
Ethan gave a startled moan, leaning back. “Holy fuck. Holy fuck.”
Matty could only groan, squirming, and Ethan dove back in, more desperate now, movements jerky. Matty could feel him in his head, a pleasure that cycled and grew stronger, mixing together, Matty and Ethan, Ethan and Matty, until it was too much.
Matty came like never before. A burst of light in his head, a sweep of heat through his body as Ethan groaned loudly around his cock.
Matty was almost dizzy by the time it was over, Ethan’s pleasure an echo inside him.
Ethan pulled off, shaking his head and blinking blearily as he crawled up and collapsed practically on top of Matty—not that Matty was complaining. He wrapped around Ethan at once despite the sweat and the general stickiness.
“Shit,” Ethan croaked. “That was…”
Matty laughed a little. “Turns out bondmate sex kind of rules.”
Ethan snorted. “Who knew?”
“Wait…ew…do you think our parents have bondmate sex?”
Ethan groaned loudly. “Why?Why would you say that?”
“It just came to mind!”
“Yuck. No. We’re the only people that have ever thought about opening the bond during sex. We just discovered bond-sex.”
“Weinventedbond-sex.”
“We reallyarethe coolest people on Earth,” Ethan said, grinning up at Matty from where his head was resting on Matty’s chest.
“Damn right.”
Matty squeezed Ethan tight, filled to the brim.
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CHAPTER SIX
Turned out that being friends with your bondmate was actually pretty great.
It dawned on Matty one day,reallydawned on him, that Ethan was just…not going to leave. And, yeah, he’d had that thought before, often followed by resentment, but it was different now.Ethan was never going to leave. It was as exhilarating as it was terrifying.
Matty had learnt that the bond alone wasn’t going to allow him to keep Ethan. He’d have to work for it—and he was more than willing to do that.
It was still difficult, sometimes, to be vulnerable in front of Ethan. His body still winced like it was waiting for a hit. Matty’d hide the fact that he had trouble with some classes, tried not to mention grades even though he wasn’t doing too badly, was still ashamed of the fact that he didn’t know what he was going to major in.
But it turned out that Ethan was just…kind. Kinder than Matty, for sure. Not that Matty was mean, he didn’t think, but he could be pretty oblivious a lot of the time, and stubborn, and prideful.
And Ethan had been all those things to Matty, but it wasn’t in his nature. It was hard, finding out that you’d inspired the very worst in your bondmate for years, but he tried to argue with the guilt—it’d been a two-way road. The only thing he could do now was to look forward. To be better.
