Page 54 of A Vow for the Vamp
“I still have time to convince you. I mean, not a whole lot of time. The doctors did only give me like four months to live. And my body will begin shutting down at some point. I’ll lose a lot of motor skills and—”
I clutch him by the shirt and tug him to me.
“Okay, I get it. I’ll—”
“Think about it,” Teddy finishes for me.
Why am I struggling with this so much? I turn him, and he lives. I don’t, he dies, and I’ll never see him again. I would have no reason to live if he’s not in my life.
Aside from Layla, but she doesn’t need me standing in her way any longer.
Maybe I’m fighting turning him because I’m enjoying human Teddy too much. Because every newborn vampire is different from the human life they once lived. They are more prone to blood lust and have to learn to control those urges.
Henry never did that for me. He encouraged my urges. Once I severed his hold over me, I called on a vampirefriend to help rehab me. Someone who was killed by Henry once he found out all his hard work making me an ‘evil vamp’ had gone to waste.
I had already moved to America when I learned my friend was dead. I’ve lost too many people close to me, and I think that’s my biggest hesitation.
“I see that head of yours working in overdrive so let’s fix that.”
Teddy pushes me down until I’m lying on the countertop. He tugs off my pants and underwear and teases my entrance with his fingertip.
“Mmm. So wet, Millie.”
My fangs drop, and I close my eyes as he dips a finger in. He curls the tip, and I scream when it grazes my g-spot.
“I’m going to taste you now, Your Majesty.”
Ugh, why do I love it so much when he calls me that?
I’m pretty sure he started doing it as a joke. Now I would beg him to call me that if he ever stopped.
Which is crazy since I donotwant to be queen anymore.
I will always be his queen.
His lips descend on my clit, and he takes it in his mouth, lapping his tongue over the sensitive bundle of nerves. I move my hands to my breasts to play with my nipples and he adds a second finger.
He thrusts in deep, hitting that perfect spot, causing me to moan and arch off the countertop.
“That’s what I want to hear from my queen.”
My queen.
“Please,” I whimper.
“Would you like to come?”
I nod, but he must have seen my nonverbal response because he drives his fingers into me harder while covering my clit with his mouth again. He reaches his free arm up and I grab him by the wrist. The moment my fangs sink in, my orgasm erupts.
Teddy waits until my pussy stops spasming before removing his fingers and licking them clean.
“Now, you’ll never want to face the sun again. Isn’t that right, Millie?”
“That’s right, Puppy,” I say and sit up to kiss him.
I taste myself on his lips and groan. I taste so sweet. It must be from the blood mate bond.
That’s another reason I’m hesitant to turn him.
