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TOBY
“He’s gone. You can come out now.” I rustled the bush and reached my hand inside to encourage Grizzly to come out of hiding. Like seriously? He jumped into a massive lilac bush to hide? Never thought I’d ever see the day a dude would do that.
“That was a mistake.” He appeared and pointed at the spot where I’d almost gotten to go down on him.
“No, it wasn’t.”
“Are you crazy? Nobody knows I’m…” His voice trailed. He couldn’t even verbally admit he was gay.
My sweet, scared man.
“And this is why you need me. To help you through this challenging time.”
“Challenging time? I’m not turning my world upside down just so I could have your cock.”
I grinned wide. “So you do want my cock.” It wasn’t a question because I felt the desire in him when I had him against the wall. Stupid Lynx just had to ruin our moment.
Grizzly growled deep in his throat, and it was a sound I wanted to hear when my dick was banging against his tonsils. I could literally cry at how close we were to doing each other.
“It’s okay to admit it. I want yours too. In fact, I want you and Libby at the same time.” Might as well put all of my cards on thetable at once. This way he knows without a doubt where I stand on the subject.
“Not happening. We are not happening.” He turned his back on me and stalked away.
“I know you’re scared but I promise, it will be okay.”
He waved me off as he turned the corner.
I needed to give him a minute to process what happened.
According to Libby, Grizzly had been lying about his orientation his whole life. I couldn’t imagine not being able to be myselfever. I, at least, had the freedom when I was out of the country on a job.
What else could I do but let him leave?
Make a scene and draw an audience?
Yeah, that would have been the worst thing I could do. For sure, he’d have nothing to do with me, and I couldn’t allow that to happen.
I didn’t know what our arrangement would look like, the three of us together. I just knew I wanted to find out. Libby had told me she wanted a real relationship. She wanted to be married and try to have a baby. But, I wasn’t sure I wanted the same thing.
I liked being Uncle Toby.
I liked jetting off to other countries and delighting in the locals: men and women.
I liked being me, Toby Hamiliton, lifelong bachelor.
Yeah, this could get really complicated and fast, but that didn’t negate the fact that I wanted both of them more than I’d ever wanted anyone else.
Grizzly could play hard to get, he could make me chase after him, but I wouldn’t let him reject me after I sampled his mouth and heard his moans.
It killed me to think of the years we’d wasted. Neither of us had made a move. I owned my part because I’d been unsureabout coming out to my family. Not wanting to disappoint or shame them. I might seem confident, and I mostly was with everything else in my life, but not with this.
I had kept taking jobs overseas to avoid the issue as much as I could. Living my best life on my terms, until it all had come to a head.
Quite literally to a head, while I was giving the CEO of the company that hired me, head…
Barnaby Burton made working in the UK fun and exciting. The second I saw him, blond hair and electric blue eyes, I wanted him. As with my other conquests, I devised a plan to seduce him.
