Page 41 of Greedy Grizzly
“Shit, maybe I don’t want to anymore, if that’s how you’re going to be.” He appeared genuinely hurt, but he was a big boy and could deal with my cold response.
“Hey, it’s your choice.” I shrugged, not hiding my annoyance.
“I don’t get it. I’ve never seen you like this before.”
“Guess, you just don’t know me very well, do you?” Of course he didn’t know me. I only saw him a few times a year, and Libby was around us more than fifty percent of the time.
“But that’s just it, I do believe I know you, Grizz.” He moved in front of me, getting a little too close for my comfort. He was a couple of inches taller than me and probably stronger. I was more lean and not as bold and aggressive. “And something is bothering you. I see the pain in your eyes.”
I felt slightly boxed in against the metal wall, not sure what to do. “Can you please take about ten steps back.”
“No, I can’t do that.” He leaned toward me. “Because I know you need me.”
What in the hell was he doing?
“Toby, you’re freaking me out here. You’re sending all kinds of weird signals.” Like he wanted to kiss me or more than that.
“I like you, Grizz. Like, really, really,reallylike you.” His lips smashed against mine, and his body pinned me against the building.
I had to be dreaming. This couldn’t really be happening. Just the same, I didn’t push him off, like every nerve in my body was screaming to do.
What if someone saw us?
What if I moaned like I did with Libby?
I’d never be able to live down the embarrassment and shame with my MC brothers.
“Fuck. I always knew your mouth would taste so good.” His tongue jetted past my lips and found mine.
Again, I didn’t object. Didn’t push him away or run for my life. This kiss, his hands on me had been all I thought about the past few years. Always wondering what it would be like, and always knowing, he would take the lead and dominate me.
I gripped his ass and pulled him toward me, so I could feel him. And feel him I did. His hard length pressed against mine, and it happened, I fucking moaned into his mouth.
“Yes, baby. Tell me how much you want me. Let me feel your desire reach down into my bones.” He bucked his hips, bumping me against the wall. “Tell me Grizz. Give me the words I have wanted to hear for so long.”
I put my hands flush against his cheeks, and the very acceptance of us so closely connected, made me whimper. He wanted me as I wanted him, and I never knew. How could I have not known?
Clearly, I was an idiot.
Toby reached for my pants and cupped my raging hardon. “This isn’t enough. I want to feel you in my mouth. Taste you on my tongue. Hear you scream my name.” He stroked me, and I could feel it coming. I would shoot off any second as he kept banging me against the building.
“What the fuck is that sound?” Lynx said, amusement in his voice. “Who’s behind the building getting it on?”
Fear speared through me. I shoved Toby back and bolted into the closest bush before Lynx caught me entangled with another guy. Of all people, Lynx. I would have been the joke of the club. The respect I’d earned, gone in an instant.
“Oh, it’s just you,” Lynx said.
“Yup, just me,” Toby replied.
Thank God, he covered for me.
“I heard a banging noise. Like two people fucking.”
“I wish I was fucking right now.” Toby laughed, but I believed him. He’d tried to unbutton my jeans. Either he was going to blow me, or take me from behind. I would’ve taken anything he wanted to give me.
But I saw now how stupid it was for me to let it go so far with him.
I couldn’t allow this to happen ever again.
