Page 5 of His Gift
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Harper
I'm on my feet in a flash, but he's right behind me and traps my body against his, my face pressed to his chest.
"Shh. Shh. I told you I wouldn't hurt you, and I'm not a liar. Calm down."
My heart hammering in my throat, I drag a tremulous breath. Maybe he's telling the truth, or maybe not. Again, I can't fight him. I could try anyway, but provoking him will only make thingsfar worse.
"I'm not lying. Now come." He picks me up, and I give in to his soothing voice. It must be the drug. When will the effect fade away? Has he given me more than one dose without me knowing? It must be that, otherwise…
Sitting on the couch, he reaches for the remote and adjusts me to face the big screen as he cuddles me.
"Let's watch some TV." The screen lights up, displaying a list of my favorite shows. "I haven't seen any, so I'll just pick one. I never owned a TV before. I bought it for you." He clicks a button, selecting a medical drama I've been watching lately.
"What are we doing here?" He said he wanted to deal with myinsubordination,and now we're watching TV?
"Relax. Again, nothing bad is going to happen to you."
Besides being abducted?I think. Luckily, I keep my mouth shut.
He drags me a little closer, his hands gently stroking every inch of me. It's a calming ritual, and it's effective. His touch melts my fear away. I'm lost in his movements, unfocused on the screen, my gaze empty. Then his fingers become more daring, circling my nipples, running inside my thighs, getting closer and closer to my pussy. When my breath catches, he gets back to soothe me. Again and again he shifts between calming me down and arousing me. Until arousal takes over and I move against his body, seeking more.Fuck.
He shifts my shorts to the side and traces my pussy lips. I'm drenched. I need him. And when he slides two fingers inside me, I don't fight him. I let my legs fall open.Like a bitch in heat.
He moves slowly, spreading my arousal to my ass. Then his thumb presses against my hole while his middle and ring fingers bury inside my pussy. I shudder from head to toe. It feels so good. It feels so right. But it's not. I have to say no. Enough is enough. I can't be his puppet.
His thumb pushes deeper and I moan, pushing back.
"The drug you gave me. Have you sold it?"
"No. In the wrong hands, it can be used to cause harm."
"As opposed to what you're doing?" I spit with venom.
He pumps deeper and deeper until I'm pinned by his fingers, dripping, needy.
"So wet. So perfect. You want me to make you come." No, I don't. It's not me. Otherwise…
"Let me tell you how my drug works, sweet girl. It takes away fear, for the most part, and makes you more relaxed, more in tune with your deepest desires. That's all. Everything else is all you. I know this for a fact because I tested it on myself."
No!
I try to turn around, but he doesn't let me.
"You're lying! You want me to feel like a slut! You want me to feel ashamed of myself!"He's lying, right? He must be lying!
"So, now I think you're not only weak and stupid, but a slut too? Why would I want someone like that, sweet girl? There's nothing wrong with you wanting me. We're made for each other. You're not weak or stupid and, for sure, you're not a slut. You're just perfection."
I want to fight what he said, but he's kissing my neck, my cheeks, my lips, his fingers still performing their magic. He shows no sign of ill intent. If he's lying, it doesn't feel like an attempt to belittle me. All he wants is to make me come and a part of me wants the same.
"Do you need to come, my gift?" I'm burning up. Every part of my body is tense and ready to explode, and my head is filled with cotton. My clit is throbbing in tune with my heart, and he hasn't touched it even once. Just a small touch would trigger the orgasm that's boiling inside me. I force myself to stay silent, though. I won't beg him. It would be too much.
You already did.
Did I? God, I can't think straight. I need…
"You won't come, not now." He slips his fingers out of me, exacting a discontented whine from deep inside my throat, and hugs me tighter.
