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“Tell me how bad you want it, baby.”
“I can’t stop thinking about it. I always want your cum inside of me. It feels so good.”
“Fuck…you’re going to make me nut.” I shut my eyes and lifted her off my dick. I couldn’t handle the intense feeling. I would be pissed if I came too soon. Every time I fucked Solana it was an experience and I didn’t want it to end yet. I pulled her up to my face and sat her wet pussy on my tongue.
She braced herself on the wall and fucked my face like a good girl. She was so goddamn wet her juices trickled down my chin and throat and I still wasn’t quenched. Her thighs shook against my cheeks so I took time to bite each one until she squealed from the pain then I soothed the bite with my tongue and went back in for more of her sweet pussy.
At one point she stood straight up in bed because she couldn’t handle orgasm after orgasm. I looked at her with a wet face and frowned then I grabbed her ankle and she fell flat on her back. I dragged her little ass to my mouth and finished my dessert. I wanted to devour every petal she had until her stems quivered at my memory.
When I was done, I sank my dick deep into her, pinning her legs wide open so she couldn’t move. I wanted to fuck her slow so that she could feel how much I loved her. So she could feel how much I needed her and wanted her. Only her.
I put my weight behind each stroke until we were chest to chest. Lips to lips. Soul to soul. “Your heart will always belong to me, Solana. I want you to know that. Nobody is ever going to love you the way I love you.” She opened her beautiful eyes and touched the sides of my face.
“I know,” she said sincerely.
It was like my words made her come. My intentions pushed her over the edge and she fell headfirst into a deep climax that rocked both of us. Her walls squeezed my cock so tight that I had no choice but to unload inside of her. I shut my eyes and saw constellations spread across the backs of my eyelids. Solana was my universe and she made me see it every time I was inside of her.
“Oh. God. Ezra.” She rolled over and laid her head on my chest. “Fuck. You have sage dick,” she laughed.
“Sage dick? Seriously?” I played in her hair, wrapping tendrils of it around my fingers and letting them go. They were coily springs of ebony. I couldn’t tell if I liked her hair better straight or curly.
“Yes. You cleanse my entire soul when you’re inside of me.”
“Good. Now take your cleansed ass to bed. We have a lot of work to do tomorrow and we have to take Malachi to school.”
“We do.”
“He’s a great kid, by the way. I can see why you love him so much.” She let out a content sigh and snuggled closer to me before drifting off to sleep. I took a little longer to drift off because I couldn’t stop thinking about finding Vince and putting my foot in his ass. She couldn’t keep me off of him forever. One day I’d run into him and I was going to make it worth my fucking while.
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SOLANA
Malachi had been with us for three days.
In those three days, I didn’t hear from Vince once. He didn’t want his son and he made it clear. Well, that was fine with me becauseIwanted Malachi and nothing was going to stop me from getting him.
After I dropped him off at school on Friday, I walked into Amaris’ office and sat down to watch her do the morning announcements. Ezra went to the studio to wait for the new massage table to be delivered and to work on his tea blends. He wanted to redo the entire tea station and make it bigger and better so I let him run with his vision. He was totally in charge of that area.
He wanted to be at school with me to drop Malachi off because that had been our routine and they adored each other but work called. Ezra promised he’d be with me when I came to pick Malachi up though.
“What’s up? Have you heard from Vince?” Amaris asked once the morning announcements were over.
“Fuck no. He said he’d come pick Malachi up this weekend but it’s Friday and I haven’t heard a word from him.” I rolled my amethyst pendant against my chest and sighed. “I’m not going to go through with the foster parent process, Amaris. There’s no guarantee I’d get Malachi and I wouldn’t be able to stop myself from fostering every child that needed me.”
“Okay, then what are you going to do?” She asked, concerned.
“I’m petitioning the court for custody directly. I tried to get Vince on board with it but he wanted no parts of it once he found out we’d have to go to court and he’d have to have his parental rights terminated based on his neglect and abuse.”
“He doesn’t want his dirty laundry aired,” she said pursing her lips together.
“Exactly. There’s no other way to do it. There are no clean outcomes for him. I’m going to have to go to take him to court.”
Amaris leaned back in her seat and mulled over my words for a few minutes. “Solana, you know if you get custody of Malachi you’ll legally be his mother?”
“Of course. That’s the point. Nobody can locate his birth mother and none of his extended family will step up. I’ve reached out to everyone I could find and they all act like Malachi is a burden. It breaks my heart every time.”
“Me too but having a child is no easy feat and I know you’re prepared and have been for quite some time but what about Ezra? Is he ready to be in Malachi’s life?” She let her question sit with me for a while before she said anything else. “I’ve seen you two coming up here to drop him off and pick him up and Malachi seems attached. I don’t want this to overwhelm Ezra and then have him disappear and leave you heartbroken.”
