Papi: Now.
My heart rate thrums against my bones.
There are so many people here.
My dad is here.
This party is for me.
I can’t disappear.
Not for long.
I uncross my legs and slide forward so I’m sitting on the edge of my chair. “I’m gonna go plug my phone in and grab another drink. Want anything?” I ask Fisher.
I should ask the group as a whole, but I don’t want to take the chance that anyone will try to join me.
Fisher says he’s good, and before he can offer to help, I stand and slip between our chairs, heading toward the house.
My legs feel shaky, and I have to work to keep my breathing under control.
No one stops me. And Dad is sitting down, talking, his back to me, so I make it to the house without interruption.
I slow as I cross the deck, not sure how quickly Luther will be able to follow.
But as I close my hand around the handle, I watch my reflection in the glass. And I see the man approaching.
Chapter 40
Luther
I stopwith my chest inches from her back. “Open the door, Kendra.”
I hear her exhale before she slides the door open.
The kitchen is empty.
And when she steps inside, I follow.
I shut the door behind me.
But I don’t look back.
I don’t do anything to make it look like I’m about to do something bad.
Something so bad. But so fucking good.
“Luther?” she says quietly.
She knows what I want.
She knows.
But the question is where.
I place my hand against the center of her spine.
The bathroom is off limits.