I don’t tell her I also want us to grow, to change. To get to a place where we can love each other and our lives can intertwine, because I think that might be everything I want.
But for now, I’ll be happy with this.
Chapter 26
Audrey
Playlist: Emergence | Sleep Token
November
Ren and I entered uncharted waters on Halloween. He stayed until Piper texted she was leaving the party, kissing me on the porch before going home.
When I wake up the following morning, I realize he left his lightsaber in my room. I take a mirror selfie of myself holding it in my glasses and pajamas—a white tank top and purple flannel shorts—with my unmade bed in the background, to make it extra spicy.
Audrey
missing something, mr skywalker?
Ren
oh my god
oh my GOD?!!?
please tell me I can masturbate to this. please please please please please please please
this is the longest-lasting fantasy i’ve ever had.
Audrey
me holding a lightsaber?
Ren
uhhhh, sure. you holding a lightsaber
Audrey
??? what else would you fantasize about me doing with a lightsaber???
Ren
…nothing
Audrey
wait
WAIT
EW
NO
Ren
I’M SORRY