Page 95 of Covenant

Despite being pissed at him, my cock still responds, hard and eager between my legs. “What if I don’t want to?”

He peers over his shoulder staring pointedly at my dick. “You want to. Might as well get something out of this sham of a marriage. A fun memory for when we both walk away, right?”

My nostrils flare and I step forward. “Fine. I’ll fuck you. It may be a sham, but I’ll still make you scream.”

I grab the lube and violently pull the cap off, cracking it in the process. But I don’t care. I’m upset, hurt. I know this is my fault, but I don’t know how to stop it.

Matthias used to bring out the best in me.

Now, it seems to be the worst.

I squeeze some of the liquid between those spread cheeks and roughly drag my fingers up his crack. He makes no sound, not like he did earlier when I entered him. Instead, he just lies there, his eyes closed, his head resting on his arms. Like he’s napping. Like this is the most boring shit he’s ever had to endure.

Fuck him. I can’t stand it, this silence. I reach around him and tug on his dick. That makes his mouth part and a low groan exit. Good. Now I know he feels me.

My fingers move around his ring as I continue to stroke his cock, and without warning, I slowly push two inside, making him grunt at the intrusion. It’s better, but not enough. I want him tofeelmore of me.

So, I work him open, adding another digit until his hole is wet and loose. And more importantly, his moans are louder, unbidden and unrestrained.

He thinks he can keep this distance, but he’s wrong. He can’t control his reactions to me any more than I can control mine to him.

“You sure about this, Matt?” I squeeze lube on my cock, using my fist to wet it, readying myself to fuck him. “You sure you want to go there?”

“Yeah, Wy. Just do it.”

I slot my cock at his hole and without another thought or word, I push in. My eyes roll back when I feel the way his rim squeezes around me. Warm heat encases me and everything in me shifts. It recenters around this moment.

Around Matt.

I sink in another inch and let out a whimper. Oh god. Oh fuck, this is going to be how I go. I always knew my life would end with him as the reason, I just didn’t know it would be when I was buried cock-deep inside of Matt’s ass.

My fingers grab his hips, holding on tightly as I slowly enter him inch by inch.

I can hear him moaning over the roar in my ears, can feel how hot and tight he is. Glorious is the first word that comes to mind. And then the wordmine. All mine.

When my cock slams into him fully, my balls hitting his, I just hold myself there, my hands flexing on his hips, my breathing coming out in stuttered pants.

And Matthias isn’t much quieter. His cheeks are flushed, his lips parted as he inhales and exhales frantically.

“Do you feel me? How deep I am?” I ask breathless.

“Yes. Oh god.” He shuffles on his knees, fucking back onto me. “More. Give me more. Please.”

My hips shift back, my cock sliding from him before thrusting forward with a harsh slap.

He gasps at the intrusion, his back arching slightly as I do it again. And again.

Fuck, he feels fantastic, different from what I’m used to, but no less amazing.

Why did we wait so long? Why didn’t we do this sooner?

“Wy, harder. Harder. Fuck me like you hate me.”

“I. Don’t. Hate. You,” I bite out as I snap my hips forward, keeping myself buried in him for a minute. He writhes beneath me as I slide my hand up his back and grab on to the back of his neck.

“I need you to hear this. I don’t hate you,” I whisper as I clutch his hair and pull. His back arches, his neck exposed to me as I lean forward.

“Wy,” he whines as I let my lips slide down his jaw, toward his mouth. “You shouldn’t kiss me…not now…oh god.”

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