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A soft humming filled the air.

I watched, mesmerized, as Lei brought his fingers closer to my hand and touched me.

Oh my.

The vibrating sensation tingled against my skin. It was a subtle touch, but it sent a wave of warmth coursing through my body.

Desire swirled within me like an intoxicating elixir.

Lei's eyes locked onto mine. “I thought we could experiment a bit.”

My heart skipped a beat.

He leaned his head to the side. “Can we. . .friend?”

Chapter twenty-four

Wet, Vibrating Moans

Monique

Lei, wants to experiment.

I swallowed hard and tried to steady my racing heart.

A myriad of thoughts flooded my mind, colliding into a whirlwind of desire and uncertainty.

Lei was a scattered puzzle of love and loss.

Complex and intriguing.

And some of those puzzle pieces were strewn across the landscape of his past, with Chanel's face all over them.

My problem was that I couldn't help be drawn to those broken bits, yearning to pick each one up and put them together.

Part of me, the rational side, warned against this sexual experimenting.

Of course I wanted to fuck him.

But could I make sure that I didn't walk on a path heading straight to heartache.

Lei was still mourning.

His heart was anchored to Chanel, and. . .I couldn't shake the feeling that I might just be a stand-in, a temporary salve for his broken heart.

The thought of being just aninterludein his journey, rather than adestination, filled me with sadness.

Was I setting myself up for a fall?

But then there was the other part of me, the part that craved the thrill of the unknown, the allure of Lei's mysterious world.

I had even moved up in this crazy situation and demanded a title.

Everything was so exciting. . .I found myself eager to get lost in Lei's wild embrace.

A part of me longed for the thrill, the intense feeling of diving into uncharted territories of love and intimacy, even if it was only temporary. It whispered seductive promises of adventure and self-discovery, urging me to take a leap into the unknown.

He wants to make me cum. I like cuming. . .What's the problem, Moni?

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