Page 155 of Cruel Devotion

Honestly, we were both adrift in a sea of loss and longing.

Two souls nursing our own wounds and finding solace in each other's company.

Watching me, Lei tilted his head to the side. “Can I play with your pussy, Monique?”

Those eyes were deep and intense, penetrating the very core of my being.

Unraveling layers of my soul that I had carefully hidden away.

Girl. . .just enjoy yourself and stop overthinking.

Lust sparked in my chest. “Yes. . .please.”

Gently, Lei pressed the buttons on the finger covers. “Yet. . .I have a problem.”

I quirked my brows. “What problem?”

“It took a long time for you to answer.” He traced the vibrating tips along my palm, delivering shivers up my arm. The sensation was soft yet electrifying every nerve.

I couldn't help but let out a small sigh.

Lei's fingers trailed up my arm, the vibrating tips leaving a path of tingling sensations in their wake.

Wicked anticipation built within me.

He slipped those vibrating fingers down to my thighs. “You still have doubts about me?”

“Maybe.”

“Maybe?”

“Yes. Or. . .I could be overthinking.”

“How?”

“Lei, this is new.Weare new. And then there are. . .those we have lost.”

“Yes.” Lei lowered his view to the space between my thighs. “But right now on this helicopter, it is justus.”

I swallowed.

Lei slowly slipped those fingers to the edge of my panties. “And. . .yes, we are new.”

So close to my pussy, I swore those vibrations intensified.

My heart boomed in my ears.

Lei lifted his view to me. “And yes, we have lost people we care about.”

I shivered.

With his other hand, he yanked the panties to the side. “And. . .yes, I don't have a clear idea of what I'm doing when it comes to. . .romancing you, but. . .”

I widened my eyes. “But?”

“There's no turning back for you or me.” He placed those vibrating fingers over my clit.

All rational thought vanished, replaced by overwhelming sensation. Each touch sent shuddering waves of pleasure through me.

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