Page 139 of Shadow

“S-Sirena,” I choked out as she worked me over. My eyes rolled back in my head at the intense pleasure she was delivering to me.

This wasn’t going to work. Not one fucking bit.

I could already feel myself ready to burst.

I went to pull her off me, but it was too late. She sucked harder, and I came, my body practically convulsing as I unloaded in her mouth.

I didn’t even last five fucking minutes.

Stitches and Church both chuckled, sending my humiliation soaring to new levels.

She swallowed me down and wiped her lips.

“That was… fast,” Ashes said, wincing at me.

I hiked my pants up and stumbled past Sirena. I didn’t stop until I was in the bathroom. I swore softly and stared at myself in the mirror, tears burning my eyes.

“Fuck,” I snarled. “FUCK!”

I didn’t want to think the watchers did this to me to humiliate me, but what the fuck? I couldn’t blame them, though. This was my problem. One I’d never had in my entire fucking life, but with her…

GODDAMNIT.

A soft knock sounded on the door, and I quickly wiped my eyes.

“Yeah?” I called out.

“You decent?” Mirage asked through the door.

“Yeah,” I muttered.

He opened the door, came in, and closed the door behind him.

“You OK?” he asked as I washed my hands.

“I’m fine,” I said, turning the water off.

“Don’t lie to me.”

I sighed and looked at him. “I look like a fucking idiot. I just came in her mouth in under five fucking minutes. That has to be some kind of record.”

Mirage didn’t say anything for a moment.

“We’ll work on it.”

“How?” I demanded. “How the fuck do I work on it? Maybe-maybe I shouldn’t be with her. I can’t do shit right?—”

Mirage reached out and took me by the shoulders and gave me a shake.

“Stop,” he said. “You may be too stupid to see it, but I just saw a girl who gives a fuck ton about your pleasure just swallow you down and forego her own desires. She knew she could have crawled onto your lap and dry humped the fuck out of you, but she chose to give you something first. Focus on that.”

I shook my head and looked past him.

“You just need to get laid,” Mirage said.

I snorted. “How? I can’t last two fucking minutes.”

“Tolerance. My carrot idea is still an option.”

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