“You are delicious, Ella.”
I tried to keep my voice smooth and calm, but there was a low edge to it that gave away my desperate arousal. She smiled a shy smile at me.
“Join me.”
Her voice quivered, like she doubted that I would want to. I never wanted her to question my need for her. I blipped straight in, leaving my robe floating to the ground outside the cubicle. She blinked with surprise and then looked me up and down. My inky black body was well muscled, and she seemed to like it given how long she took to look me up and down.
“What do you want from me, Descaris?”
I knew what she meant. She meant in this moment. Now. Sexually. But the only answer I could give covered more than that.
“Everything. Give me all of you.”
Her eyes flickered down to my cock, lingering on it.
“I can modify my form. It can be any size you want. Bigger if you like.”
“I don’t think I could handle anything bigger than that!”
I laughed and reached out a hand towards her. She took it and stepped closer. Our lips met again, wet and slippery this time. Her tongue reached straight for mine and my hand slid down her body, enjoying every inch of her soft, smooth skin. I reacheddown to her clit and grazed a finger over it. She groaned, and it nearly drove me insane.
I rubbed her in small circles until her hips rolled towards me. I held still and let her push herself forwards until my finger was at her entrance. If that's what she wanted, then I was more than happy to give it to her and I pushed inside her. She twitched and rocked, kissing me hard as she slid around my finger and rode it. I added another one in and she gasped before riding them harder. My needy little angel.
I wanted to give her as much pleasure as possible, to take my time. But my cock was screaming for attention. As if she knew, she reached and wrapped a hand around it. I let my head fall back as she ran soft fingers up and down it. I tried to take steadying breaths to avoid coming there and then all over her. A war began in my head. Let her keep stroking me or pull away to focus on her. She deserved to be the focus of attention.
Chapter 9
Ella
He pulled himself from my hand and looked at me, panting. The dark swirls in his eyes a tornado now. His fingers were still buried inside me. I glanced down again at that hard cock. Big and reaching for me. A desire to taste it overcame me. To lick away the small drop of liquid that was now glistening at the tip. He thrust his fingers in me again and I moaned. I wanted to take him in my mouth so bad but I couldn’t bear the thought of his fingers leaving me.
My hips rocked again of their own accord, and I cried out as his fingers bent and stroked at a spot inside me. I needed more and rocked harder and harder onto his fingers, an orgasm building up fast. His lips ravaged my neck and shivers ran all over my skin.
“That’s it. Come for me, my beautiful girl.”
I broke apart and lost myself in my climax. Carried by a wave of intense sensation as he murmured into my ear. I could have been flying as Descaris gently eased his fingers out of me and the waves subsided. I buried my head in his neck and let my breathing return to normal.
“That was the most perfect thing I’ve ever seen, you are truly beautiful.”
I squeezed him tighter. This was madness. A shadow demon. I’d let a shadow demon into my shower and he’d brought me to orgasm. The craziest part of it was that none of it felt wrong. Even when he’d been following me around, I’d liked having him close by. We were connected. This felt like it was meant to be.
“I think I love you, Descaris.”
I felt him tense against me. The moment the words left me, I regretted them. I’d spent most of my life being told that I was too emotional. Showing my feelings and expressing them to the point it made others uncomfortable. I had tried to restrain myself, to hold back. But this was overwhelming. This dark creature had captured me, body and soul, and even though I didn’t understand it, I felt it. It was real. And I couldn’t stop myself from saying it.
Descaris stepped away from me slowly and looked at me. His eyes seemed far away. His mouth opened, but nothing came out. He looked frightened. This big, menacing shadow demon, who’d lived in the hells and done something terrible to end up here. He looked frightened of me.
“I’m sorry.”
I wanted to take it back. But it was too late.
“I have to go. There is someone I need to speak to.”
His voice was tight. Before I could say anything else, he disappeared. I stood in shock for a moment. The air around me felt cold despite the hot water. I jumped out of the shower and dried myself. Tears threatened to spill, but I held them back. All I wanted at that moment was to run to Lyla. She’d know whatto do. How to fix this. How to make the emptiness that was now forming in my chest go away again?
I dressed and stumbled out of my room towards the therapist's lounge.
“Where is Lyla?”