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What happened? Are you safe? Why did you need to change your email? Talk to me.

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To: ALancaster

From: justmaddie2

I’m fine. Just had an issue with Travis.

As much as I’d love to change the subject, I have a sneaky suspicion you won’t let it go that easily. So I’ll give you the Reader’s Digest version.

He showed up at work and caused a scene at reception when I refused to come out. He broke a vase against the wall in the lobby. The cops came. It was a nightmare.

On a related note, guess who isn’t getting the promotion? The same woman who needs to find a new job.

So I’ll be busy the next few weeks trying to get my life in order. Yet again.

I heard you got orders to deploy, so you’ll be busy for a while too.

Maybe it’ll be “someday” when you get back.

Be safe.

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A year later

To: justmaddie2

From: ALancaster

Subject: Bad feeling

This might sound weird, but I can’t help feeling like something is wrong. I’m worried about you. My gut is rarely off the mark in situations like this.

Are you safe?

I know it was hard for you to go back before the judge to get the restraining order renewed. But it was the right thing to do. I’m so proud of you, even if I have no right to be. Yet a piece of paper is a shitty substitute for protection from someone like your ex.

You always tell me not to worry, and I’m trying. It’s just... something feels off. I don’t want to ask this, but I need to know—did you get back together with him?

Please be honest with me. We’ve shared a lot over the last few years, and I hope you know you can trust me.

I don’t want to smother you, but I need to know if you’re okay. This isn’t about “someday” or me hoping for more when you’ve been clear you’re not ready. I respect that. But this is about your safety. About your life.

Please reply. I care about you.

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To: ALancaster

From: justmaddie2

Alan,

We probably shouldn’t speak for a while. Your gut is right, but it’s not a bad thing. I swear. It’s the opposite.

Yes, Travis and I have gotten back together. He’s been to therapy and is in AA as well. He’s six months sober. SIX MONTHS! He’sneverbeen clean for that long. He’s really changed this time. I know it in my heart. And I owe it to him to give this one more chance.

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