Page 107 of Heal Me

She is right. I myself admitted that I would not be able to love anyone but Denys.

However, this doesn’t change the fact that Danylo could keep his dick in his pants. All the more, it hurts me every time to think that it was with my best friend.

I knew that Lily liked Danylo, but not to sleep with him.

I exhale. We finish the session and I go outside, where I am already waiting for...

"Danylo?" I ask quietly.

He looks at me. He has terrible bruises under his eyes. He keeps his hands in his pockets, his body visibly shaking.

When he looks up at me full of pain, I run up to him without thinking for a second and hug him. He wraps me in his arms and calms down a bit.

I calm down with him.

"I'm sorry, he whispers," his voice is quiet and hoarse, it feels as if he has lost it.

"I want to believe you, but I can't," I confess.

"I made the biggest mistake in my life, I lost you," he hugs me even closer to him, and I inhale his pleasant aroma. Painful aroma.

"You didn't even think about me at that moment."

"I took," he stops, "some pills, they were supposed to calm me down, but as a result, I didn’t realise what was happening at all."

"You have the right to live the way you want," I say calmly.

In fact, I want to give him a good slap, but now is not the time to act like that.

"But I don't want to live like this," he lifts my chin and I look into his tearful eyes. "I don't want it anymore. It was the worst two weeks of my life. The worst two weeks without you. Ami, I lost my family, but all I could think about was you."

I bite the inside of my cheek.

"I dream that one day I will become at least one percent as important to you as you are to me," he makes me raise my eyes and look at him.

I am silent. He hurts me.

"You hurt me."

"And I will not forgive myself for this. I always knew you needed to stay as far away from me as possible. And I'll do everything so that you don't suffer anymore," he makes, not the kind of promise that I would like to hear from him. "Let me take you to Sebastian."

I look up at him, as if asking: "How did you know that I live with Sebastian?".

I decided not to go back to the dormitory until I could look Lily in the face again.

"I came to see him today, you still haven't shown up at the dorm, so we were worried."

The word we makes me shudder.

It's him and Lily?

Danylo gets behind the wheel and notices how my look changes.

"We it's are all of us, Yara, Adele…"

"Lily," I finish for him.

"Listen," he puts his hand on my knee, and I immediately take it away, "it was a mistake, Lily and I didn't see each other after that, I don't even remember anything, my friends told me that some girl came in and saw how we…"

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