“Yes…God, yes…”
Deciding to put me out of my misery, I finally felt the head of Ramsey’s dick slide up and down between my pussy lips, and I was actually shaking with how eager I was. Having spent the last twenty-five years mastering my body, Ramsey never failed to deliver, and I was greedy when it came to the way that he was able to make my body feel.
I let out a strangled cry when Ramsey finally slammed every inch of his dick deep inside me, and my fingers were bloodless as I gripped the edge of the desk, doing anything to hold on for the ride. As I felt him fill me up, my body broke out in goosebumps like it always did. Nothing felt like Ramsey owning me, and it was like my need for him would never be satisfied.
Now, long ago, when I’d first met him, I’d known exactly why I’d been drawn to him, but instead of trying to fix me, he’d given me what I’d needed, and he still did. I had also returned the favor by always being what he needed. We were both mentally and emotionally dented, but neither of us cared about each other’s flaws. What I felt for Ramsey Reed was beyond all reason, and every time that he touched me, I was reminded of that. I was reminded that there was no one else on the planet like him, and I wasn’t being fanciful when I said that he was made for me and that I was made for him.
“Fuck, your pussy feels so fucking good wrapped around my cock, baby,” Ramsey grunted as his fingers dug into my hips, his thrusts hard and deep, everything that we were.
I closed my eyes, then let Ramsey make all my worries go away. All I felt was him, and I didn’t care how unhealthy needing him was. When Ramsey touched me, looked at me, or spoke to me, it felt like everything was right with the world, and I feltloved. I didn’t just know that Ramsey loved me, I felt it with every move that he made. I felt it with every word that he said to me. I felt it even when he was just standing next to me. What we had was as powerful as a nuclear bomb, but just as delicate. What we had was the stuff of legends, and I knew it deep in my soul.
“Ramsey…”
I felt him grab a chunk of my dark hair, then yank my head back, his lips immediately at my ear. “That’s right, baby,” he said. “My name is theonlyfucking name that you will ever scream. It’s the only one that you will ever know, Emerson.”
“Don’t stop…” I choked out, his painful thrusts already taking me over the edge. “God…don’t stop...please…”
“Not until you’re cumming all over my cock, baby,” he vowed before grabbing the back of my neck, then pushing my face back down on the desk. “Not until your pretty cunt has soaked me.”
As the sounds of our harsh breathing competed with the sounds of the desk trying to rip through the carpet, I let out a whimper when I felt the fingers of Ramsey’s other hand make their way into my ass. Though we didn’t do this often, we did it often enough that the pain wasn’t going to last long. Like a man versed in all the ways of my body, Ramsey knew how to prep me for this, and I wanted to be here for it all. While a lot of people thought that anal sex was just for the man, it wasn’t if done correctly and with a little bit of consideration.
Working two fingers into my ass, he said, “Give me what I need, Emerson. Cum on my cock, so that it’s nice and wet.”
“Oh, God…” I whimpered when I felt him drop a bead of spit onto my ass, his fingers working in the saliva like lube. “Ramsey…”
“You promised me that ass, baby,” he went on, dropping another bead of spit on his fingers. “Besides, just like everything else about you, it all belongs to me anyway.”
I felt the world explode around me, and all I could do was hold on as Ramsey kept riding me through the high, and it was insane how much he could make me feel both emotionally and physically. My entire being was being lit on fire, and he wasn’t even done yet. Ramsey was just as addicted to making me cum as I was to letting him do it, and there were still times when we’d get so lost in each other that we didn’t leave the bedroom all weekend long.
“Oh, God…” I whispered as my body melted onto the top of my desk.
“God has nothing to do with all the things that I love doing to you, baby,” Ramsey grunted as he finally pulled his fingers out of my ass, quickly replacing them with the head of his dick. “There’s nothing holy about us when I have you like this, Emerson.”
I let out a deep moan as Ramsey worked every inch of his dick into my ass, and people could say what they wanted, but I was never going to regret Ramsey being my one and only. As his fingers dug into my hips again, I knew that I wasn’t missing anything by devoting my life to only him. I also didn’t care that he’d had a colorful life before me. I knew for a fact that I was Ramsey Reed’s only love, and I also knew that I’d be that until his dying day.
When he finally had his groin flushed up against my ass, we both let out a deep moan, both of us eager for what came next. I was more than willing to work through the discomfort for the reward at the end of this. Anal orgasms weren’t like vaginal ones, and they felt phenomenal when the man knew what he was doing, which Ramsey did.
“Christ, baby,” he groaned as one of his hands moved to rub the small of my back. “I could live inside you if you’d just let me.”
“Ramsey, please…” I begged, needing him to move. “Please…”
Gripping both my hips again, Ramsey slowly pulled out of me, then slid back in, repeating the motion until I was finally stretched wide for him, and once I pushed my ass back against him, silently begging for more, that’s when he stopped granting me mercy.
My fingers tightened around the edge of the desk as Ramsey started railing my ass, the forbidden sensation sending shivers of pleasure up my spine, scrambling my brain. He was fucking me hard and deep, and all I wanted was for him not to stop. I loved being consumed by Ramsey; I craved it, in fact. He saw the darkest parts of me, and he catered to them like an evil warlock nurturing his own personal creature of destruction. However, I also did the same thing for him. In twenty-five years, neither of us had ever tried to change the other, and that’s the feeling that I was addicted to; complete acceptance.
“Don’t stop…” I cried out. “God, Ramsey…don’t stop…”
“Never, baby,” he promised. “I will never stop loving you.”
When another orgasm shattered everything around me, my mind cleared of everything but the pleasure wracking my body and how the worst thing in the world for me was the best thing that had ever happened to me.
Chapter 5
Ramsey~
“I’m not going to be able to attend the fundraiser this weekend.”
I looked to my right as Deke joined me in waiting for the elevator, like me, obviously coming back from lunch. “As long as one of us shows his face, it’ll be fine,” I replied easily, though any fundraiser really just needed our checkbooks to show up.