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When he stops savoring my pussy juices, he maneuvers me on his lap so that I’m leaning against him, my legs settling over the side of the chair.

That’s when his hands, one of which is still slick with me, becauseIfreakin’ came, smoothes along my thighs and calves in a gentle massage that feels really good with how badly the muscles were seizing.

The beginnings of cramps ease immediately at his petting.

That’s when the most ridiculous sensation whispers through my veins, gentle but filling me with warmth. Making me feel, insanely enough, safe.

Like he said I am.

Especially when he cups the back of my head and presses it to his shoulder, much as he did last night in the car.

I sag into him, my body accepting what my brain can’t yet.

Then, my cheeks turn bright pink as it registers what that thing is that’s digging into my butt—his cock.

And it’s big.

I mean, I saw it in the shower, but it’s another thing to experience itin situas it were.

His fingers were big enough… Harvey didn’t prepare me for anything other than average and nothing about this guy is average.

Nothing.

So, we sit there, his cock a brand against my ass until, finally, he decides to move.

That’s when he takes me to the bathroom and washes me.

This time, once he’s done cleaning me with discomfiting thoroughness, he moisturizes me, sliding the cream over every inch of my skin with an ease that Harvey never had with me.

Ever.

All the while, he’s back to looking at me as if I’m special. As if I’m one of the pornstars Harvey accused me of not being.

Any body conscientiousness has faded into dust and it’s too freeing.

I could get used to this.

But that doesn’t take away from what’s happening here.

I have questions with no answers in sight, and I’m not sure I’m going to get them when Nikolai’s intent is to tend to me with his odd acts of service while locking me away from the world.

I fought too hard to escape Harvey to let someone else imprison me against my will.

I need to figure out his motives.

Because it can’t simply be that he wants me.

That’s just not logical.

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NIKOLAI

AN HOUR EARLIER

Savior - Rise Against

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