Page 34 of Knot So Broken

I stare at Jax in shock, “You and Theo are brothers?”

I feel like I’m missing so much information. Or maybe I already knew and I just haven't been able to soak in the information. Not only am I exhausted from finally standing up for myself today, I now have a thumping headache from cognitive overload. I thought I had reached my limit earlier but this has officially sent me over the edge.

Jax pushes himself off the window frame. He grabs my shoulders, “Come on, sweetheart. Go get dressed. Then come lie down and I will tell you everything.” Jax nods at the bathroom beside the walk-in wardrobe. Closing the door behind myself, I quickly strip out of my clothes that now feel like they are irritating my skin. Keeping only my panties on, I pull on the tee, unable to stop the quirk of my lips not only at the texture of the shirt that quite literally feels like heaven but the fact it smells exactly like my Alpha. I don’t bother with the sweats Jax gave me as I know they will be way too big. That and his shirt falls just above my knees.

Opening the door back to Jax’s room, I walk over to the right side of the bed sliding right into the now half made bed.

Jax watches me with a smug look as I shuffle down into the soft sheets. He doesn’t waste any time hopping in beside me. He pulls me towards him so I am half lying on him, my head resting on his bare chest. A fact I have only just noticed.

Jax shivers when I place my hand on his chest. Unable to stop myself, I run my hand up and down the smooth skin of his torso.

I giggle as he shivers under my touch.

“Careful, Kennedy. Get me too distracted and I will lose all train of thought.” I look up at my Alpha, a foreign feeling coming over me. Before I can even begin to process what my brain is telling me to say, I blurt out my next words.

“Maybe that's exactly how I want you. Distracted and wrapped up in me.” Jax growls and before I know it, he has rolled us over. His body now presses against mine. Scraps of material separate the hardness I feel pressing against my wet heat. I can’t stop myself from whimpering at the feel.

It doesn’t matter that it wasn’t that long ago that Ledger was bringing me to orgasm in the shop.

After years of being starved for affection, now that I have it seemingly at my disposal, I’m insatiable.

Jax pushes his cock against my core, pulling a moan from deep within me. “God, you are beautiful when you moan like that. Your head thrown back exposing my bite.”

I can’t help but moan again at his words.

Jax chuckles as he moves against me again, “You like that don’t you, Omega. You like it when I talk dirty to you. You are going to be my good girl, aren’t you?”

I groan, gripping his shoulders, “Please Alpha, I need you.”

“Fucking hell. I’ll never get tired of hearing you call me Alpha,” Jax growls and he brings his hand up from its place on my hip to cup my face.

“Do you want me, Kennedy?”

Gone are the nicknames. Jax uses my name with so much serious. I know exactly what he is asking me. I nod eagerly.

“Do you know what that means? I won’t do anything you don’t want me to do. We can go as fast or as slow as you like. I don’t want to overwhelm you anymore than I already have.” I see the slight bit of regret in his eyes. It doesn’t take a genius to know that he wishes he would have taken his time.

Yet, as the hours have gone by, I can’t seem to hold it against him.

What’s done is done.

He is my Alpha and I am his Omega.

Him marking me without my consent took the decision from me. Something that I could never look back on in anger.

I didn’t realize that that is what I had needed all this time.

I needed my scent match Alpha to come and save me from damnation. I needed him more than I think he realizes.

Taking this step right now, with him, is the right thing to do. I feel it in my soul, where fragments of him now reside, along with two empty spaces I know are reserved for the two other Alpha’s down the hall.

I nod again but Jax shakes his head, “I need your words, Kennedy. I need to hear you say it. That you want me as much as I want you. That you want me to claim every single part of you.”

Without hesitation I say my next words, knowing they will change anything. The anticipation feels palpable.

“I want you, Jax. Mind, body and soul.”

Jax doesn’t waste a moment then as our lips are brought together in a kiss that sends butterflies through my stomach. It's a foreign feeling but it’s still incredible. Our mouths move against the other slowly before the hunger claims us. Our kiss becomes fierce.

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